I don't want a world, I only want you

Love and Promise

  By the end of the class, he still not used all the stares that people gives to him. Not just only that, some of the lecturers even congratulated him, saying he is fortunate enough to get Forth. Beam just smile awkwardly not knowing what to say.

Getting away from his faculty, Beam already can see his car with Forth leans on the door, smiling happily seeing him. But Beam just only can see red. How dare Forth do this! Maybe he never get angry with Forth. But, there is something that forth need to know every people had their limit and Forth already touch his limit!

"Are you done playing enough?! Are you done making me like this?!" Beam said while shouting. Luckily enough, there are no people in this carpark as Beam just finished his revision at 11 p.m. For the first time, Beam is avoiding to meet other people, gossiping at his back, asking his relationship with Forth, tired all of that questions, he hides in the library where there were less people, doing his revisions until late night because of Forth after finishing his class.

Deliberately, he didn't tell Forth that he will go home at 11 p.m. because his class finishes at 6 p.m. he is letting Forth wait at the carpark alone for making this trouble. So childish Beam. But seeing that Forth still looks handsome even though waited for him for 4 hours makes him become angrier.

"Playing? I don't understand." Forth keeps his innocent face.

"Jerk! Shit! Asshole! Don't act innocent with me. I don't understand what you think about? You doing all this, for what? Just playing? Just want to play a good role husband? Take a responsibility? Don't make vomit Forth! I'm so done playing this game you! From now on and hereafter, don't ever show your face to me!" Beam says everything that plays on his mind. He is confused about Forth intention doing all of this.

Seeing the seriousness of this matter, Forth quickly hugs Beam while soothing him, keep rubbing his back to make Beam cools down.

Beam just keep hitting Forth's back, "I hate you! I hate you very much! Why you do this? Do you know this is major problem? We can't take it back. You are so popular, everyone already knew about us and I'm sure even your family will know about it. So, why? When you clearly still like Yo?!"

Hearing this question, Forth chuckles. "Jealous?"

Beam just gives one hard punch on Forth's back but it only makes Forth laughs loudly. "Answer me, dumbest!"

"I don't like Yo anymore. I never had this greater sense of possessiveness to Wayo, only you can make me become like this." Forth whispers slowly at Beam's ear and slightly licks it. This gesture and Forth's words are enough to make Beam cools down and getting shy. What is happening to me right now? Beam is confused with himself.

"Then why must you do this, makes everyone thinks that I'm yours?" Beam asks while looking at Forth's face. His eyes determine to know the truth.

"If you want to know, then you need to become my property." Forth holds Beam's chin. Hearing no response from Beam, Forth continue says, "I'm doing all of this because I l.... "

"Wait! I'm hungry. Let's eat." Beam quickly stops Forth's words and get inside the car.

Forth just laughs happily. Getting inside the driver seat he says, "Beam, you can run from me today, but not forever."

Beam just shrugs it off.

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After arriving at his room, Beam washes up and lies down at his bed, thinking hard about what just happen right now. Forth doesn't love Yo and just now he confirms Forth wants to say he loves me. But, I can't hear his confessions, not right now. It just seems unreal. How can someone fall in love easily? All of this happen because that one damn night and how can he know that feeling of possessiveness is equal to love?

Stop thinking about Forth's feeling, Beam thinks about his feeling. For sure, he started to feel something but he doesn't know if it is love? The things that Forth does for him, no one ever done it yet. Since he is a kid, he already learns to be dependent, do all the things by himself because his family are very busy. But, when Forth come in his life, everything is mess up. He cooks for me, picks him and send him home, and all of these things makes Beam's heart slowly feel it's warmth. Beam also scared if this is just only a confusion from his mind and can all of these things can justify the feeling of love? And also, a confusion from Forth's mind. It's only three days and maybe Forth just do all of this because he found something new and wanted to play it for a bit? All the thoughts keep playing on Beam mind until he falls asleep.

Things also not so easily happened with Forth. Forth also thinks that Beam is not cute as Wayo, not pretty as model and also had many shortcomings but why despite all of these, it can make Forth's heart beats this way? He never had any possessiveness towards anyone or anything but with Beam, being possessive towards Beam it feels just right.

But, Forth already knows what he had to do- make Beam falls in love with him and make Beam as his wife. Forth knows, winning Beam's heart is not an easy task to do, but he knows with his determination and perseverance, he will succeed. Forth only hope for better tomorrow.

Beam wakes up in laziness. Today is Saturday and he feel he doesn't want to do anything, all he wants to do is sleep, sleep and sleep. Catch all the hours he used to study.

But, the knocking sound on his door mess up his plan. Searching his handphone, looking at the watch it is only 7a.m. So fucking early!

"Who's there?" Even though Beam keeps asking, but the one on the door doesn't want to answer his questions just keep knocks on his door. Feeling tired and angry, Beam goes to door and opens it harshly, "What do you wa...?!"

Seeing who is at there, Beam quickly shut the door, but still it can't beat Forth 's fast hand, push it hard, without asking permissions straight goes into Beam's room.

This is the first time Forth being inside Beam's room. Looking at arrangement of Beam's room, he knows this is how med student- very messy with all the books and papers scattered around the table and even the floor.

Seeing that Forth analyze all the things in his room, makes Beam is a little bit embarrassed. He knows that his room is totally different with Forth's house that is so clean and clean. Too different with the vibe that he gives.

"I don't have any time to clean my room yet." Beam just says while clean his bed a little for Forth to sit.

"Why are you here, early in this morning?" Beam yawns. He is quite sleepy right now, not have enough sleep yesterday.

"Still sleepy? Think about me?" Forth asks knowingly.

"If you know, then shut up. Enough my head is full with your images, don't make my eyes see you also." Beam says while move towards the bed, to get some sleep again.

Seeing that Beam lies down beside Forth, Forth also lies down. Not just only that, Forth even hugs Beam and makes Beam's head lies on his chest.

"Tsk! It's hot! Go away!" Beam says while pushes Forth. When Forth this close, it makes Beam's heart in disarray.

"It's my fault, you can't get enough sleep. Let me compensate you." Forth says while keep hugs Beam and slightly pats Beam's back.

With these, the sleepiness also come to him and slowly he closes his eyes.

"Sleep well, my wife. From now on and hereafter, I will pursue you seriously and make you my wife. This is my promise to you." Beam can hear Forth's voice before he completely falls in deep sleep.