I don't want a world, I only want you

A Meeting

  Seeing that Beam already fall asleep, he waits for another 10 minutes before slowly moves from the bed.

Take a Beam's room key with him while slowly closes the door and lock it. Using his car to the café near Beam's dorm. Get into the café, he already can see his sister, Yu and his brother, Per already sit there. Forth walks towards them and sits in front of them.

"Why do you want to meet?" Forth asks, last night Yu asked to meet her.

"Where is your boyfriend?" Yu asks. Her face is very stern, clearly shows his dislike toward this Beam.

"He can't as he..."

"Can't or don't want? Totally a bitch." Yu already interrupt Forth.

"Yu, calm down. Don't make a scene at here." Per hold Yu's hand and rubs it slowly.

"Calm down? The one who should calm down is our stupid brother who suddenly had a boyfriend, announce at whole world and try to shame our family's name. What kind a bullshit is that?!" Yu slams her hand at the table.

As it is still early, only them as a customer, but it still has waiter and waitress in there. Near to their university, everyone already knows Forth. But, this café extremely had policy to protect their customers privacy and that why Forth choose this café to meet up. He doesn't want any disturbance.

"Not a boyfriend yet." Forth calmly refutes Yu's mark.

"W-What?! Why?" Yu clearly shocks. Already announce it on the Instagram, Beam is a wife, but not a boyfriend yet. What a fuck this progress? All of it is mess up!

"Do you like Beam?" Peak asks Forth.

"I love him." Forth says casually but Per can sense a hint of determination and love in there means that Forth is so serious.

"What about Beam, does he love you back?" Per asks knowingly.

"... Maybe. I don't know." Forth still keeps his cool but Per, watching Forth grows to become this fine young man he already knows that, this question makes Forth sad. In Forth's heart, he sometimes feels that Beam maybe also fall in love with him, but if there is no confirmation from Beam yet, it still makes him feel insecure.

"Then, whatever you want, I will have your back." Per give him his permission. Man loving a man, truly he still can't brain it yet, how can his brother that release high male pheromones, can fall in love with another man. But, this is only his brother and he will love him always.

"Per! Are you kidding me?! Why are you agree?! Do you want people to say that we have gay in our family?!" Yu truly dissatisfied. How can she agree to Forth's choice, she wants to see Forth lead a normal live like other people, marry, have a child, grandchild and many others. Choose to spend your life with another man can only make your life live in delusions and only dark.

"Whatever you said, I won't ever agree, Forth. You are my only younger brother. What about child, what about Pa and Ma? What would they say?" Yu want to pressure Forth to take back his words.

"P'Yu, I know you mean well, but this time I'm truly serious. In this lifetime and next lifetime, only Beam will have this heart, so please don't kill my heart, P." Forth tries to persuade his sister. If he can receive his sister's blessings also, then he feels more confident to get through this.

"Whatever, I don't care! But, remember if you bring this damn kid name Beam into our family, then you can forget your sister, Yu." After finishing the words, Yu quickly leaves from the café. She doesn't want to hear anything.

"P! Please, don't do this to me." No matter Yu is still his sister, and how can he cut ties with his own blood?

Yu just walks.

Per who can see Forth's dejected face pats his shoulders to give him some encouragements. "Don't worry, P will help you. We will get this together."

Forth can smile a little. "But, P, this is only Yu, what about Pa and Ma, I'm sure they also will not easily agree. But thank you P, thank you so much for choose to stand beside me."