She's Gone

~Part 1~ (Ann)

I'm lost without her. She moved away yesterday. I can't believe how much I miss her. She was just a friend. I miss her like she was my hole life. Like I'm nobody without her. This is ridiculous. Just how weird it is now, when she's gone. I didn't think of it that much before yesterday. It's just that, I don't know what to do. She was one of my very few friends. It's like all of my friends are gone. I'm so lonely. Why did she leave me? I was so kind and helpful. I did all I could. Maybe I'm not enough. Maybe I'm the reason she left. No, it can't be. She loved me, and I loved her. I still do. I hope she does too. My reflection was pale and scared. Scared of the world. The world is dangerous when you're alone. It's almost suicide to try do anything alone. You'll just fail. I laid down on the couch. My whole body drowned and put all its weight on the pillows. It was relaxing. I just needed to think of something else. Something else than her. Just let my mind wonder off. It's easy. I'll just watch some tv or something. Just relax. I turned on the tv and put on some cartoons. Just some childish stuff to ease my mind. It's funny how weird and silly these cartoons are. They're just someone chasing something they can't reach. And the good guys always get everything. Poor bad guys. Lucky I'm not one. I'm just some stupid sidekick that waits for the happy ending. Silly me. It'll never come. The world will just push in some other problem and let us fix it. Again, and again, and again. It's exhausting to think of. Just try to focus on watching the cartoon, not thinking too much about it.