•UNREQUITED LOVE• MARKSON

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Jackson POV

It has been a week since I avoided Mark I mean it's not that hard when he doesn't even tried to talk to me and I'm pretty sure he doesn't even realised it that I've avoided him.

From the avoiding that I've done I've realised that most of the time the conversation between us started by me.

The only thing he said to me the past week is "Jaebum want you at JYPE in 20 minutes" or "we have practice tonight" that's it.

Right now I'm practicing on the usual practice room alone while the others are asleep.

After feeling exhausted from the practice I've done I get ready to go back to the dorm.
But as I was turning the lights off my phone screen light up showing a new notification.

It was a text from Mark.

Markiepooh
Jackson where are you?
I check your room, you're not there
Jack?
I want to tell you something..

This is the first time in weeks Mark texted me and also using a nickname he gave me.

Jackgaga
Yes hyung?

Markiepooh 
I trust you Jackson, please don't tell anyone if I told you this 

Jackgaga 
you can trust me

 

Markiepooh Okay, I think I like someone

When I receive the text I do not know what to answer, my heart is beating so fast.

Markiepooh 

But it's a guy

MARK WHY DO YOU DO THIS, calm yourself Jackson.

Jackgaga 
Ohh, it's okay I don't judge you.. 
who is it?

Markiepooh 
Are you sure? 
But you know this person 

Jackgaga Are you thinking what I'm thinking? 

Markiepooh

Who are you thinking of? 

Jackgaga 
It's Jinyoung isn't it?

Please say no

Markiepooh
...yea...

My heart brake in two that night. What did I expect? I already know it from the start but why does it hurt so much? Of course he likes Jinyoung, they're Markjin after all.

Jackgaga 
I'm happy if you're happy 

Markiepooh
Thank you Jackson, you're always so understanding in these kind of situation 

Jackgaga It's okay

Markiepooh 
How did you guessed tho? 

Jackgaga 
Haha, Mark you make it so obvious. 

Markiepooh
Ohh, really?
Oh well, where are you anyway?

I really don't have the energy anymore to go back to the dorm, I'll just sleep here tonight we will have practice tomorrow anyway.

Jackgaga

I'm out, don't worry about me.
You should go to sleep

 

Markiepooh 
Do you want me to wait for you? 

Jackgaga 
No it's okay just go to sleep Mark

Markiepooh 
Jackson come to the dorm you must be tired from all the schedule today

Jackgaga 

don't worry, I'll be fine

Markiepooh 
jack, go home

I have no power to answer any of Mark's text. I just turn off the light and went to the couch and lay down. I spent at least 30 minutes staring the ceiling while I used my jumper as a blanket.

Why Mark?

Why can't you see I'm hurting?

I want you to be happy

I want Jinyoung to be happy

I guess you only see me as a group member

I'll make sure he'll return the same

Because I know how

To be the one in one sided feels

You'll feel like you've been torn to pieces

And it hurts so bad

...

[A/N]

Hello, 

I hope you guys like this chapter cause I kinda do 

idk why but I'm soft for aching chapters 

anywhoo 

my heart kinda hurt while writing this chapter cause damn..

oh well 

I'll leave my aching heart here and try to write bright chapters soon..

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