•UNREQUITED LOVE• MARKSON

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Third POV

it was already 3:10 am but Jackson hasn't arrive at his shared house. While the others are sleeping Jackson silently walk to his room expecting everyone to be a sleep.

As he walk in to his shared house tiptoeing all the way through, trying not to wake anybody and went straight to his room.

When Jackson went in to his room and turn on the light, he was disappointed because he was hoping for Mark to be in his room and wait for him but he didn't see Mark anywhere in his room.

As Jackson get ready to sleep, Mark was awaken by the sound of the water running. He woke up and get out of his room to check what was happening.

He look at the clock and realised it's past midnight and haven't seen Jackson for the past 8 hours.

Mark decided to check if Jackson has arrived. Mark silently open Jackson's room and found Jackson's scatter on the floor.

Mark remembered how they promise to talk when Jackson arrived.

Mark decided to wait for Jackson as he promised and lay on his bed.

Jackson POV

I put on my t-shirt and shorts after showering and cleaning my face.

As I get out of my bathroom I saw Mark laying down on my bed.

"Wow, what are you doing here Mark hyung?" I asked as I dry my hair with my towel.

"Didn't we agree on talking after you come home?" Mark answered pwhile sitting down on my bed.

"I didn't expect you to actually do it" I said let out a small laugh

I was disappointed that Mark didn't wait for me at first and I honestly didn't expect him to actually remember or come to my room to talk. Because we both know we've become very distant and by the way he keep rejecting my offer I didn't expect him to mean what he said when he ask to talk.

Does this mean he likes me?

Nah.. I don't want to get my hopes up ... again..

"Jackson come on, we haven't talk in a while let's talk" Mark said while moving to the right side to give me space to sit.

I sit down on the left side and stare at Mark while thinking.

Why can't I move on straight away??

"So what's running around that head of yours?" Mark ask

"Not much, just our up coming songs and things to improve on" I answered.

"Hmm, do you still have nightmares" he ask

I really want to say yes.. but I couldn't because it actually happen.

My nightmare was Mark confessing to me how much he love Jinyoung.

"No, I'm nightmare free" I said giving him a fake smile

"Aren't you tired Mark?" I ask
"Aren't you?" He ask
"No I'm okay.." I said trying to not look at him right on his eyes
"Jackson, I see through you.. you don't have to pretend you're fine when you're not" mark said while lifting my face to meet his.
I gave him a small smile and said
"I mean I'm a little bit tired" I said
"You should go to sleep" I said facing Mark's face.
"Oh okay" mark stutter
"I mean I'm not trying to kick you I just know that we have early schedule and you don't get much sleep so I don't want you to be exhausted the first thing in the morning" I explained myself.
"Yea okay" Mark said in small voice.

His voice was quite and seem like abut sad or disappointed?

I mean he's not actually sad that I told him that he should sleep is he?

I mean tomorrow is another busy day and another markjin right infront of my face so yea I'll rather have rest before I slowly die as I watch Mark and Jinyoung being touchy with one and another.

As Mark leave I suddenly feel really lonely so I made a group chat and texted them to come over.

Jacksonie
Guys can you please come sleep in my room??

Not five minutes later they replied

Jackbumieee
What's wrong?

Dabmonster
Hyung are you okay?

Yugbrownie
I'll be there

I smile looking at the screen

I replied

Jacksonie
I'm feeling so tired and alone

Jaebumieee
I'll be there in a sec

Dabmonster
I'll be there jack

Yugbrownie
I'm on my way

Not even a second my door is wide open with Yugyeom with a blanket and pillow then come Jaebum with a concerned face and all his pillow and blanket then Bambam barge in with tired face and his pillow on his chest.

"Are you okay?" Jaebum ask with Yugyeom and Bambam at the back staring at me.
"I'll tell you guys tomorrow.." I said

They didn't questioned any longer and we agreed on sleeping on the floor as my bed wasn't big enough for the four of us and went to our slumber.

Mark POV

As I exit Jackson's room I think to my self.

My theories are right

Jackson is closing up on me

And I don't feel happy about it

And deep down inside of me knows that somehow it's my fault...

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[A/N]
I hope you like this weird chapter HUAHAHA okay lmao I gotta stop making crappy chapters...

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