i think i only like people when i'm not with them
which is really sad, i want to value you for as long as you're around
one of my favorite quotes goes a little like this
i know people only miss you when you're gone but for once, i would like to be valued before that
and i wanted to apologize
for not appreciating or thinking about everything wonderful while you were here
if i'm to be quite honest
the color green means something entirely different to me now, just because it's the color of your eyes that i long to look into at every moment of the day
i never noticed how warm and soft and lovely being in your arms were until i hugged someone that wasn't you
i think about your family a lot more than i used to. i wonder if they miss me
i think about your soft hair and the feeling of your body collapsing on me. i think about your soft snores and i wonder
if you're really doing okay
because
god knows that i'm not
-i'm really really sorry that i didn't appreciate you in the right time
