the hardest part about a breakup is when you feel yourself letting go
the hope of you two finding each other again gets dimmer
and i feel like that's the saddest part too
because they keep crossing your mind but it's less and less as the days pile on
and it can be agony that doesn't hurt
it's a melancholy feeling inside that isn't big enough to make you cry
it almost feels empty but it's also weird because your mind and heart are forcing themselves to become full again
it really fucking sucks because it's as if you still wanna miss them, you still wanna think about them but you can't, or don't, and you don't even mean to feel this way,
that's just how things are
it's just like every flower he planted inside you has died, but you know it's okay because there is going to be another season right around the corner where better, brighter flowers are to bloom
they will be the ones that won't have thorns on their stem
-i didn't think about you at all today and that scared me
