something isn't right
like there's a feeling that just isn't settling
you have come back into my life
yet i know you're going to be leaving again soon
so i'm stuck between getting as close as i can with you before you go
or if i should distance myself that way it won't hurt that much
you are my home, my love, my life
you make me feel something i've never felt before and now the universe is taking you away from me
and ,yes babe, i'm so happy for you
you're going to be somewhere better than this small town
you're going to live a wonderful life
i can't say the same for me, i'm staying here
but i don't even think you're upset with me not being around
i feel like i'm just here
i wish i could make you stay, but i know that if i had a chance to leave, i would take it
but life doesn't seem worth living if you're not by my side
life doesn't have meaning if you're not going to be around to make everything better than it actually is
you always make me see a brighter side
and i'm so scared that i'm going to turn back into my old self without your light shining onto me
i'm so scared that i'm going to turn hateful toward myself and others after you leave
so it feels like i'm already attached, but a part of me is saying
you need to leave soon
because the pain will be unbearable
i am imagining the sign in front of your house saying
FOR SALE
and after you've already gone, i will drive by the home that inhabited you all the time
i will remember all the memories that we have made there, and how much love we shared inside that home
i feel like i will lose myself after i have lost you
-why did the universe have to take you away from me?
