A night with you

Night 25

Night 25:

Gai:

I asked Juami to meet me at Eastwood, I don't exactly know why I did that but maybe because I miss him so bad. When he came, he told me that this will be the last time that he will meet me. Honestly, I felt bad about it. I was there for him when he was so down, then what? Bumalik lang si Brianna kailangan ako ang lumayo? That's unfair! I won't allow him to leave me, I'll do whatever it takes to make him stay. But of course, I acted like I'm cool with it.

After Juami and I had our dinner at CPK, we headed to Rue Bourbon for few drinks. I didn't know that his alcohol tolerance was very low, he only had his 4th glass pero hilo na siya. That was the time that I made my plan. I'm gonna use his weakness to get what I want. I'm sorry Juami but I have to do this. I ordered few more glasses to the bartender then I gave it to Juami.

”Ayaw ko na, Gai." he said while pushing away the glasses.

Hindi pwede Juami, kailangan mong ubusin 'yan sa ayaw at sa gusto mo.

"Last na, Juams." I answered, "We'll go home after we finish this." then I drank a glass of Weng-Weng.

"Sige na nga." he replied before drinking the 3 glasses in front of him. That's good, Juami.

While he was busy finishing his drinks, I fished my phone out of my purse and composed a message for my friend.

To: Trinca Diploma

Hi Trincs! I badly need your help. Can you go here in East now? As in now na, pls? :)

Few seconds after, I got a reply from her.

From: Trinca Diploma

Sure, what kind of help tho?

To: Trinca Diploma

Juami's drunk. So obviously he can't drive. Can you help me with his car? Dalin mo naman sa condo ko.

It took her a while before she answered my text.

From: Trinca Diploma

Sige. But don't do something stupid ha? Haha. You really like Juami, don't you? :)

I didn't bother to reply to her message. By the way, she's Trinca. She's one of my best friends and my forever partner in crime. I guess obvious naman kasi pumayag siya sa kalokohan ko eh. And she's the only person who knows how much I love Juami.

After I have finished drinking my last glass, I guided Juami to my car. The parking is quite far from the bar and he's so heavy but I don't give a damn, kaya ko 'to. Everything for Juami. When we reached the parking, I opened the backseat and let him sleep there. Kahit gusto ko siya makatabi sa front seat mas pinili ko parin sa dun nalang siya sa likod kasi mas safe siya dun.

As soon as we came into my unit, Juami and I headed straight to my room. I let him sleep on my bed as I go to my kitchen to get a basin of warm water and towel.

Habang pinupunasan ko siya bigla nalang siyang gumalaw at nagsasalita. I was shocked when he suddenly pulled me closer to him and started kissing me passionately. I've been waiting for this since forever, hindi na ako mag-iinarte, I answered his kisses.

"I love you, Juami." I said in between our kisses. There, I finally said it.

"I love you, Brianna." he answered.

I stopped answering his kisses. I got hurt, even when he's drunk it's still her, it's still Brianna. When will I ever get her place in his heart?! Lagi nalang siya! Ako ang nandito pero siya parin. I didn't notice that my tears started falling from my eyes.

Juami pulled my arm kaya napahiga ako sa chest niya then he rolled over. Next thing I know, he's already on top of me and kissing me passionately while caressing my face. I know what exactly will happen next and I just let him be even though I know that this is so wrong. This is the only way that I know to make him stay with me. Call me selfish pero nagmahal lang ako.