the good doctor ¤ kim seokjin

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"What do you say, Jung Himi?"--

It has been about a month since I 'disappeared', eventually my company stopped calling and FACE4 is now FACE3. I sat on the balcony with a cup of coffee, my toes in heavy socks and covered in a blanket. It was three in the morning and I was barely keeping my eyes open, the sound of cars mumbled in and out as I tried to stay awake.

"Himi?" Jin's voice woke me up, he had my coffee cup in his hand and still had his dress shirt on. "Why are you still up?"

"I was waiting for you." I said, my voice now fully healed.

"You should go to bed." He helped me up and we both went inside.

"Jin." I stopped us from moving anymore. He looked at me with a questionable face.

"I love you." I mumbled.

"Himi, you can't love me." He pushed his hair back and put the cup on the island. "It's too soon, and we only kissed once."

"If it's not love, then I like you."

"Please go to bed, sleep well." 

Jin left me in the living room and closed his door behind him, leaving me to go into my room. I laid down and stared at the ceiling.

"Why are you so cold now?"