im so lonely that it actually hurts me to see people have a good time.
how crazy is that?
it hurts to see the people who once cared and loved me having a great time. i don't really know why this happens but I think it's because I'm over here praying they'll come back but they're having fun and don't show interest.
when I say I don't have friends I mean it. don't say to me oh well I'm your friend! because the chances are I've never got a text asking how I am or asking to go out somewhere.
it hurts when you have no one and I never thought I'd go from having everyone to having no one left.
im also turning to really bad habits to get over things and it doesn't have a good impact so if I'm found dead don't be surprised.
im not saying that to be edgy or relatable im saying because I know it's true and how things can end badly.
but I'll let them have their good times and prey I'm not dead before Christmas.
ayuda
probably won't see you soon
