let me guess
you love me, more than life
im your life line and you couldn't imagine things without me
im the best person in the world
you don't want me to leave
im the reason your heart beats
yet the messages I sent you pleading for help are unopened. you aren't there for me and I've always known it, just know I won't be around for much longer. bruises cover my skin but it's okay! I just fell over :)
and you believe it
I just fell over
fell over your lies and paragraphs of love. I am a fucking idiot and I let everyone use me. have my money, my clothes, my house, my happiness, my sanity. have it all because you deserve it and I don't.
what do people think when they meet me?
such a fragile boy, broken and just wanting someone to love him. but let's use him some more to see how far he can go before he snaps
why am I so stubborn and such a dick?
I don't want to open up because if I do that I have a higher chance of getting used. I fucking know you're doing it. I need help. help me. I don't want attention of sympathy. I need someone to take me from this fucking hell and help me.
leave me alone and stop using me, I don't love you or the way you treat me
