i'm sorry to my parents, i had to put you through this
i'm sorry to my past friends, i know you deserved better
i'm sorry to my future children, you'll never exist
i'm sorry to my pets, we'll get someone else to look after you
i'm sorry to my teachers, i always messed up in lessons
i'm sorry to my family, i know i'm a let down
i'm sorry to everyone who should still be in my life, and you aren't because i messed up
i'm sorry to the people who should be in my life in the future but aren't because i didn't make it
i'm hanging on by a thread and i'm ready for the ground to swallow me whole. take my body and lay it with her, im ready for it. i haven't ever been this bad and it's scary. please fucking help me. please
