i don't know what to do anymore. i'm so fucking sad and i don't want to be here. i'm sick of brushing things off and being too scared to talk about the things that upset me because even though people say they're there for me, i don't want to seem whiny and they don't listen to me. they don't have time for my problems. i have so much stress i don't know what to do with it. how do i balance my health, school, and dealing with how shitty i feel?
i can't be taken seriously anymore and it hurts. i don't want to be here anymore. i'm not good enough anymore. i have nothing to offer anyone and i'm scared to see what gets taken away from me. i have no purpose and i'm not happy.
this is the worst i've ever felt, ever.
