been gone a while again lmao
my mental health is the worst it's been in a long time and I actually don't know how I'm still alive
13 days until I meet my boyfriend for the first time but I'm going to probably be dead before then too so yanno
I've lost everyone and I don't have the mental or physical energy to put my life back together
you can sit and tell me you're there for me but I won't listen. the amount of times I've heard that and I'll always be too scared to text you first.
sorry I'm a fuckup, I know. but the least you could do is make me feel better when you know I'm sad. maybe it'll make me less sad. you never know.
a text to your friend when they're sad could be a text to save their life. how would you know?
treasure everyone. don't take people for granted. don't rely on other people all the time. don't snap. don't make people feel bad for being sad. stop using depressed as an adjective.
- death
