don't think i have ever said this. like ever. but i would rather spend a whole day with my mother than be the way i am at the moment. i'm so close to telling everyone to leave me alone, everyone. i should listen to the people who truly care and truly love me. the ones who have told me to leave from day one. i seriously wouldn't be in this position if i had listened. fuck you all, you all ruined my life and everything is against me. but you'll all carry on and ruin others. i'm sick of trusting people, fuck you all
