do you ever get that feeling of someone you love or love talking to is starting to get sleepy and it's sad. like you want to stay up and talk all night and cry with laughter at each other and talk about the world. i can't explain the feeling but i don't like it. on those nights i don't sleep well because i'm up thinking about that person. their smile, eyes, fluffy hair. and i hate the striking feeling i get when someone else gives you that love. writes you paragraphs, jokes about dating you. i don't know why but i want you all to myself and it hurts sometimes. i'm so scared to do it but i want to, so bad. i need to protect you with everything i have left, even though it's not much. it's something. i'm not the best, i know this. but i try to be as good as i can and i try my best. and in my opinion, i'd rather someone who wasn't the best but tried their hardest than someone who was perfect but didn't try at all. as long as you're enjoying my company and you love me then i'm fine. this is all i need. i'll be there for you when you wake up, and fall asleep. i'll be there if you have a nightmare or you just need someone to talk to. i'll be there if you want memes or long passionate paragraphs about my favourite topics. i'm all ears and i'm always there. but i guess this is what happens when you fall in love, and i hate falling in love
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