[✔] Magic // MYG

20. Tears

We stared into each others eyes for a while now before one of us opened his mouth.

"Why didn't we switch?" He asked, still staring into my eyes.

"I-" my mouth shut. My eyes started to dart around the room. The others were curiously looking our way.
"I-" I couldn't get anything out.

"Hyoju?" He asked grabbing my chin and turning me to face him.
"What happened?"

I took a step away from him. I took a deep breath while closing my eyes.
Once I reopened them I flinched a step back.
Yoongi was standing right in front of me, waiting for an answer.

"J-just a s-second" I put my hand on his chest so he wouldn't take a step closer. He stopped and waited.

I took off my glasses and pinched the bridge of my nose. My eyes were focused on a chair not far away.
To others it would look like my eyes hurt from my glasses or something but I was trying something out.

Something very important to prove my theory.

I tried to move the chair, like I did a lot of times. The papers in the teachers hands for instance. Or the desks I put up like a wall.
I tried just the same thing, with a different result.

The chair,

it didn't budge.

I tried again and nothing.
I tried another object and nothing.
Another. Nothing.

I put the glasses into my pocket and faced Yoongi who was patiently waiting for me to tell him what was going on.

"Don't you need to wear them so you don't use your eyes...?" He asked, eyeing my hand that was putting away the glasses.

He looked back up, into my eyes.
He tilted his head, waiting.

"I won't need them again..." I mumbled quietly.

"Huh?" His brows rose in confusion.

"I won't need them ever again..." I looked away from him. "...at least not for that reason."

"Hyoju what are you talking about?" He took a step closer.

"I-" I wanted to say it, but it wouldn't come out.
"I-"
My eyes pricked. I felt tears form.

I loved them. I grew to live with them. They were important to me.

"I-" I couldn't get a single word out.

Yoongi grabbed my shoulder and shook me lightly.
"Hyoju, what is wrong?"

I gulped and looked into his eyes.

"I-" I bit my lower lip.

Why? Why couldn't I just say it?
Why? Why did it have to happen?
Why? Why did it have to be now?
Why? Why did it have to be him?

"Hyoju, just spill it." Yoongi looked worried now. His eyes saddened looking into mine for answers.

I took a deep breath in and out.
I took Yoongi's hands away from my shoulders and let them go.
My hands on my side, his hands on his side.

I stared into his eyes.
I gave him a pained smile.

"I lost my powers." A tear rolled down my cheek.

"H-Hyoju?!" Yoongi started to visibly panic. They never saw me cry, no matter what I went through.

And sure as hell they didn't think I would cry anytime soon in front of them.

The other guys came up to us.

"Hey. Hey Hyoju. What's wrong?" Jin took me into his arms and started to rock back and forth with me.

Out of instinct I hugged him back and shoved my face into his chest.
My tears slowly but surely leaving my eyes.

"What did you do to her?" Namjoon asked and probably slapped the back of Yoongi's head, from the sound that followed the question.

"I did nothing!" Yoongi yelled frustrated. "We kissed to switch bodies but it stayed at the kiss. We didn't switch and after that she started to behave weird!"

Two gasps were heard.

"H-Hyoju..." Taehyung started.

"Does that mean..." Jungkook continued.

"Mmhmm..." I finished.

"What are you guys talking about?" Hoseok asked quietly.

I pushed away from Seokjin's hug and slapped my cheeks, making them turn red.

"So the thing is..." I started. I looked over to Yoongi, who I told it just now.

"Wait...you were serious?" He asked wide eyed and I nodded.

"Serious about what?" Jimin asked.

I groaned. Slapping my cheeks again.

"I'm trying to get myself together right now so shut up, everyone of you." I growled under my breath.

"But classes..." Seokjin started.

"Then I'm telling you guys after school, gosh everyone getting on my nerves right after I had a mental breakdown for a second." I ruffled my hair and patted it backwards.

"I'm going to class now. I'll tell you guys after school, comprende?" I said and walked to the doors.

"But my test..." Yoongi said quietly.

"I don't fucking care about your stupid test go learn for it and take it yourself for god's sake." I almost yelled at him.

I opened the doors and slammed them behind me while walking back to the school grounds.

I was pissed.
I was sad.
I was happy.
I was confused.
I was simply at my limit right now.

I had to tell them after school.
They wouldn't let me be otherwise.

But I'm happy I don't need to tell them now.
I'll have enough time to think about it for the next two hours.

I just hope Jane will shut up about that rumor shit and the boys because if she starts that shit in the next two hours I'm going to fucking let it out on her.

Sorry Jane but you've been a pain in the ass in the past week.

Always rumors this.
Rumors that.
Don't get near them.
Be careful around them.

God, I'm not 5!

Before my class room I took a deep breath to calm my nerves.
I entered and went to my seat, poker faced.

Let's just hope I won't rage quit for the next two hours.

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A/N: TRAGIC TURN

or not, probably pretty obvious that this would happen...