45. Loud Rant

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"Okay bitches, you better listen up now."

I stood before them. I cracked some bones before looking at Taehyung and Jane.
"Honeys, no matter what I say now, it does not imply to you or you."

Then I turned back around. I glared at everyone of them since they were pretty much ready to fight me. I scoffed.
"Okay bitches. You try to interrupt me or leave before I'm done you can say bye to your nose the same way Lisa did."

At that Yoongi straightened and his eyes widened. Everyone could hear him gulp and then they knew what was going on.

I took a deep breath. Let's do this calmly.
"All of you are fucking idiots. Disrespecting and untrustworthy bitches. Believing a fucking video more than your girlfriend! Never mind girlfriend, best friend!!" I tried staying calm but uh, maybe I got louder by the second?

"YOUR BEST FRIEND, YOUR FUCKING BEST FRIEND! YOU DIDN'T EVEN WANT TO HEAR HIM OUT, LISTEN TO HIM! BECAUSE OF A FUCKING VIDEO?! AN OBVIOUSLY FAKE VIDEO! DID YOU EVEN TRY TO PAY ATTENTION TO WHAT FUCKING HAPPENED IN THE VIDEO?! THEY DIDN'T EVEN LOOK ANYTHING LIKE US! THEY DIDN'T FUCKING SOUND LIKE US! ALL OF YOU ARE FUCKING STUPID FOR BELIEVING A FUCKING VIDEO MORE THAN YOUR FRIENDS!"

I was full on shouting now. My eyes prickled with tears. I hate the 'wet angry'. The moment you're angry but want to cry because you care, because you're hurt.
I turned to Yoongi.

"AND YOU FUCKING IDIOT DIDN'T EVEN TRY TO LISTEN TO ME! YOU JUST FUCKING ASSUMED AND CUT ME OUT OF YOUR LIFE! AND FOR WHAT? SO YOU COULD FUCK LISA? BECAUSE THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT WAS GOING TO HAPPEN IF I HADN'T FUCKING BROKE HER NOSE!"

"I didn't-" he started.

"I TOLD YOU TO FUCKING SHUT UP AND NOT SAY A FUCKING WORD BEFORE I'M DONE, DIDN'T I?!"

Fear. Everyone's eyes held fear. Yoongi gulped and nodded.

"AND HERE I BELIEVED THIS RELATIONSHIP COULD BECOME SOMETHING FOR THE FUTURE! I BELIEVED THIS COULD TURN INTO SOMETHING MORE! BUT NO, YOU HAD TO BELIEVE A FUCKING VIDEO MORE THAN ME! WHY WOULD I EVEN FUCK WITH TAEHYUNG?! I'M A FUCKING VIRGIN! AND WHY SHOULD I FUCK TAEHYUNG BUT NOT YOU, HUH?!"

They all looked shocked and scared.

"Yes, ALL OF YOU HEARD FUCKING RIGHT! I'M A FREAKING VIRGIN, SHOCKING RIGHT? BECAUSE I SLEPT WITH TAEHYUNG RIGHT?! AND YOU!"

I turned to Jungkook and pointed at him. He immediately looked more terrified than before.

"I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU BELIEVED A VIDEO MORE THAN TAEHYUNG! YOU SHOULD'VE KNOWN BETTER! HE'S FUCKING GAY, WHY SHOULD HE EVEN FUCK ME?! YOU'RE HIS FUCKING BOYFRIEND AND YOU SHOULD KNOW THAT TAEHYUNG IS 100% GAY! AND IF I HAD WANTED TO FUCK HIM I WOULDN'T HAVE FUCKING MADE HIS PARENTS CRY TO ACCEPT YOURS AND HIS RELATIONSHIP, WOULD I?!"

Jungkook started to cry and I heard sobbing behind me. I looked at Tae and he was crying as well, he looked at Jungkook and wanted to stand up.
"Taehyung sit the fuck down. I know this is a lot for you as well but if you stand up now I'll get fucking pissed. I want this done."

Taehyung looked at me after hearing my gentle voice. Gentle voice yet angry vocabulary. He nodded and sat down again. Jane scooted over to him and hugged him.
Well, I kinda told everyone he and Jungkook are gay but I don't care, they would find out sooner or later.

I turned back around and they looked terrified. Was it the change in my voice when I talked to them and Taehyung?
I glared at them all, one after another.

"You believed a fucking video more than us. All of you are such-" I bit my lip. Tears were treating to fall from my eyes. I couldn't rise my voice again, the tears were stopping me.
"All those things you said to me Yoongi. All those things that didn't happen, those shaming names leaving your mouth hurt me more than anything."

He was trying to stand up, his face full of guilt and sadness. "Hy-"

"Sit the fuck back down. I'm not done." I glared at him.
"Do you guys wanna know who was in that video? Since it wasn't us, it had to be someone else, right? Well, let me fucking tell you that it were girls. Two freaking girls pretending to be Taehyung and I. Two girls making out and about to fuck. If you had paid attention to that fucking video you would've been able to see their fucking breasts, from both of them. But NO. You only saw what you wanted to see, didn't you guys? You wanted to believe that it was the both of us, because if you hadn't wanted to believe you would've found out that this video was fake, you would've tried to prove that it wasn't us. Tsk. But you didn't even spare a thought of us not being in the video, you believed it straight away."

I felt tears rolling down my cheeks. My voice gradually getting quieter but the anger, the hurt didn't subside even a tad bit.

"And all this doing was Lisa's. Lisa was pissed that I had more attention than her. She hated it that I was hanging out with hot dudes that became the heartthrob of the school after I came here. She was fucking jealous of me, so she did anything to get rid of me, to make you guys hate me. And you gladly helped her with that."

I took a deep breath. I was done. I was freaking done now. I looked back at Yoongi.

"You can get back to that fucking bitch named Lisa and help her with her broken nose and console her with sex, since I didn't give it to you, you just looked for someone else, right? So go ahead and fuck her, but don't you dare talk to me ever again."
I looked at all of them.
"Any of you. I'm hurt. I can't trust you guys anymore. I'm going to ignore you from now on like you guys ignored me and nothing will change that, because I'm fucking done with you guys."

I turned to look at Taehyung.
"Taehyung, sweetie. If you want to forgive them, do it. If you want to forget what they did to you, do it. If you want to give them back your trust, do it."
He looked at me with tears. I walked up to him and wiped his tears away.
"Remember, I'm always here for you. No matter what you choose, you can always come to me."
I kissed his forehead and looked to Jane.

"Jane, thanks a lot for everything you have done for me, for believing us." I smiled at her. "Did the girls come?"

Jane nodded. "They're on the basketball court."
I gave her a small smile and walked to the doors.
"Thanks for finally listening to me. And let me say one thing I said one month ago.
Lisa was right, she did make me regret ever coming to this school.
Have a nice life. Taehyung, Jane, see you two tomorrow."

With that I slammed the door behind me and made my way to the basketball court.

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