24. Almost

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"You're doing great." Yoongi smiled at me.

I could feel the heat crawl up my neck to my ears. "No I'm not. When I play, it sounds forced. When you do it, it sound so peaceful and light..."
I sighed.

"Put feelings into it." He tilted his head. "Any emotion is fine, I think. Try putting the emotion of love into the melody. Don't stick to the melody so strictly, you can change it up a bit, play it with flow, with feelings."

I gulped. My ears were burning by now. His voice raspy and soothing, his upper arm lightly touching mine and those gentle words were getting to me.
I don't think I'll survive this...

"Try it." He smiled. How I love his smiles.

I heaved a long sigh and placed my hands back on the piano.
I closed my eyes and tried concentrating on my feelings.
More emotions, less tensing up.

I had lessons for two years but I almost forgot everything I learned...
I bit my lower lip, going back to concentrating.
My fingers started to move and I tired doing what Yoongi told me to.

After a while I realized that my melody sounded less strained and changed a bit from what I learned right now. I smiled to myself and continued playing.
Not long after the melody changed, but not because of me.

While my fingers were hitting the tiles I opened my eyes and looked to my side. Yoongi was smiling to himself as he was playing as well, matching his melody to mine.

It sounded beautiful, breathtaking even.

My heart was racing at this point and I couldn't turn my eyes away from his side profile.
His eyes were closed. Lips slightly parted and curled up in a smile. Mint ombre hair falling over his eyes. His body lightly swaying to the melody.

Before I could hold myself back I breathed a low "beautiful..." while looking at him.
He opened his eyes and looked at me.
Tilting his head he said "what?" With a small smile.

The burning sensation that I felt at my ears the whole time was now crawling over my cheeks and I quickly looked back at my hands that still didn't stop moving.

"T-the melody...I said that the m-melody was beautiful..." I bit my lower lip.

Fucking shithell...

"Yeah, I think so too..." he smiled at me and turned back to the piano as well.

Thanks to my lord for not letting him know what I really meant!!

While continuing to play my eyes always drifted away from my hands over to his. They were pressing the tiles down in such an elegance.

And before I knew it our hands collided together. We both stopped playing and looked at each other.
I pulled my hand away and mumbled a "sorry..."

The worst part, of this being awkward or uncomfortable in any way, is that we're alone.
Why you ask?
The others left some time ago to the store to get something.
But that's not important right now.

We looked at each other and he smiled "it's fine, don't worry about it".

He took the hand, that I pulled away earlier, into his own. He looked down at my hand and smiled, short after, his eyes widened as if he just realized what he had done.

He looked up to me with red ears and let go of my hand, apologizing.
I shook my head lightly.
"It's fine."
I could feel the heat in my cheeks and I bit my lower lip.

What is this?!

We stared into each others eyes and didn't break our eye contact even for a second.
My eyes wandered around his whole face.
So beautiful, so perfect.
His lips, so full and just asking to be kissed.

I looked back up to his eyes and saw him looking at my lips.

Wait...

No way!

It can't be!

He looked back into my eyes and back down to my lips.
He...he was leaning forward, but...but so was I.

Wait. Wait. Wait.

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What do I do?!

Help!

My heartbeat was skyrocketing by now and my breathing got shorter and faster. My cheeks felt as if they were on fire. Lower lip slightly quivering.

At was way too silent in this room.
Way too silent to not hear the door open.

The boys didn't even enter and Yoongi and I were already on the two different ends of the piano bench.
I buried my face into my hands and Yoongi did the same.

We almost kissed...

WE ALMOST KISSED!!

"Hey guys! We're back..." Seokjin enthusiastic voice got quieter as he saw us sitting like this.
"Did something happen?"

"Nope, no. Everything's fine, was never better..." I pressed out in fast words.

"Okay?" Seokjin suspiciously went into the middle of the room and placed down the bags. "We bought food..."

The other guys were quietly chatting or looking at us but they slowly gathered around the bags.

Yoongi stood up and positioned himself next to me. "Let's go." He whispered almost not to be heard.

I nodded slowly and stood up. Yoongi took my hand and pulled me to the others.
God, my heart can't take this!

We all sat down next to each other and started taking the things out of the bags.
I was sitting next to Yoongi and it was making me crazy.

His arm, hand or even leg always somehow managed to make skin ship and my body got shivers from every single touch.

Everyone was excitedly talking around and having fun.
But not me and not Yoongi, we were just silently eating our stuff and laughed from time to time at some remarks from the others.

This situation is way too awkward...

I needed some topic to talk about or I would get crazy.
I cleared my throat and got the attention of some.

"So uh...why are you guys staying here and not at your houses?" I asked as I placed a potato chip into my mouth.

Good job Hyoju.

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A/N: thanks for already over 200 reads on this book!!!

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Thank you so much, my beautiful peoples~

I have my physics oral exam tomorrow, and I didn't learn shit...

ANYWAYS

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