Can I Have A Chance? (Riker Lynch Fanfiction)

Awkward

Olivia's POV

I watch them all pile in one by one frightened at the thought of seeing riker. They all piled in to me house. "Awe who's this?" Rydel squeals as she squats down next to matthew. "Um..." I didn't know what to say so I told them all the truth. "He's my child." "That's great! What's his name?" Ross said. "Matthew." I looked up at riker and he looked hurt. I don't know why though, he doesn't even like me any more. "Hi!" Matt screamed. "Hi." Everybody relied back. "So who's the dad?" Riker spoke up. "He doesn't have one anymore." "Oh..." He replied. "Are you my daddy!" Matt said as he ran up to riker. "No little guy, but I wish I was." He ruffled his hair and messed up his blonde locks. That sentence replayed in my head. What does he mean 'he wished he was!' I mean he was the father but he doesn't know that! "Olivia can I talk to you?" Riker said pulling me into the other room. "I'm sorry I ever did that to you. It was for your best, it saved your life actually." "What the hell do you mean 'it saved my life.' No it didn't! Can't you see it ruined it riker! I have been so depressed every single night and it's harder when Matt is right by my side comforting me! It hurts me to see him go threw that! It's all your fault!" I said raising my voice. "What do you mean it's my fault! I didn't even tell you why it saved your life yet!" "MAYBE BECAUSE OUR FRICKEN CHILD HAS LIVED WITHOUT A FATHER FOR THE PAST 3 YEARS THATS WHY!" I started crying and his face was filled with horror and guilt. I ran put of the room as fast as I could and out onto the porch. Everybody was watching me and I knew they heard. I was bawling by this point. Why did I tell him he's the father. I'm so dumb! I hate my self! Maybe I should just kill my self already... That does sound like a good idea, and with that I stood up from the porch and went inside...