Love at First Sight

chapter 31

Amit's  PoV

When I entered my room I was shocked not to see her on bed as I thought she will be waiting for me. When I looked around I found her in the balcony  sitting on swing.

I went to her but i don't know what to  talk . I was hell tensed and nervous.

I cleared my throat to get her attention.  She looked at me and in hurry started to stand up from moving swing but lost her balance and was about to fall when i hold her.

We are in such a situation  that my one hand is around her waist and other hand on her shoulder. She has closed her eyes due to may be fear to fell down. She is looking so beautiful that i lost  myself in admiring  her beauty. I just lost myself. I wanted to kiss her, I wanted to hug her and I wanted her to make her mine as I have waited for her from last 7 months.

Amit, what r you thinking my mind scolded me. She may not be ready yet. You have to wait for her. You were knowing that you r going to marry her but she was not. If your marriage was under normal condition you can think like that but what had happened after rakshabandhan till today u have to be patient. She must be hating  you for hiding your real identity and also forcing her for  doing engagement and now marrying her. You have to win her heart. You have to make her fall for you, my mind said to me.

Vaishali's  PoV

I was sitting on bed waiting for him and was thinking what is going to happen next. I was getting nervous  so to  refresh my mind I went to balcony and say on swing but still i was in my thoughts that how to make him understand that I am not yet ready for taking our marriage at next level. I know he has done alot for me and he has to get his rights on me but how can i make him understand that I am  not ready yet. Oh God! will he listen to me. How I'll make him understand that I need some time.

When I was thinking I heard sound of clearing throat. When I looked at the sound I saw him started to get up from the swing but lost my balance and was about to fall so i closed my eyes. 

God please save me, I don't want to hurt myself. I am waiting to fell down but I didn't but feel touch on my waist. I opened my eyes to see my hubby holding me. I looked in his blue ocenic eyes and lost in it. We didn't broke eye lock till his mobile started ringing.

Are u ok' jaan' he asked me  taking his hands from me.

I nodded and he left to receive his call. I went inside room. I can see some tension on his face. He finish his call and came to me.

Amit's PoV

I got call from her elder bro vedant bhai  saying that they r leaving to his early  morning as there r only 5daysto Ganesh chaturthi and they can keep their father away from us. He also told me that vaishu don't know about this and I have to tell her now. I said bye and cut the call.

Oh God! how am I going to tell her as they r leaving early morning at 5 and she can't even say them bye. I go to her as  she is  sitting  on coach. I went near to her.

'Vaishu' I called her. She looked at me.Oh God her brown eyes i am going to loose in those eyes. Come on Amit,   you have to start conversation my mind said to me.  So i started

Jaan ,I know you are angry on me as I have hurted you and i am really sorry for hurting you. I didn't wanted to hurt you but whatever happened was not in my control. You know  vaishu , I just can't leave without you,  I just can't. You r my life. I know, I have married you without your concern but I didn't wanted to loose you and this is the only way to make you mine so that nobody can come in between us and make us apart.

She didn't say anything but just stared at me with her teary eyes.

Say something jaan, I said to her.

Amit, I know you have done alot for me and don't say sorry as it's not your mistake. But.....

Say it jaan,  don't hesitate to say me anything.

I need  sometime Amit to adjust with you. I mean....... I want to say.......

I am getting tensed vaishu just tell me what is it.

I mean..... I am not yet prepared ....... I mean .........relation.......for........

For taking our relation to next level, I completed her sentence. I 'll wait for you jaan.

I am sorry Amit,  I know it's....... it's your right but please.....please try to understand me and don't be mad...... mad at me. I know, I am hurting you but please give me sometime.

Hey I am not angry on you and I am fine. So don't feel sorry. Hmm.....jaan  one more thing you r planning to stay in this heavy lehenga and all for whole night, u don't want to change. Go right side is bathroom and attach to it is changing room.

Hmm...... Amit,  u change first as i have to remove all jewellary so..... she said .

Ok I'll change, I said and went after  taking my  clothes.