Ghostly Kind of Love | t.hiddleston ✔ [ X Reader ]

1 || I MISS YOU

Please read prologue first. Thank you.
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2017

Y/N yawned but still didn't look away from the laptop screen. She bit her lips and tried to focus but then she admitted that she was losing ideas to write her story.

But she won't give up yet.

She wouldn't just give up her dream to be a well-known author someday just because of her silly mind which was like stop functioning that night.

She sighed heavily and stood up, relaxing her muscles. People kept talking about how she wasted her time by dreaming to be a great author when she could be a doctor and any other famous jobs. But she sticked with what she loved, even if it took a long time to be there.

"Do what you love, not what people love you to do."

Her best friend's words echoed in her mind, making a small smile appeared on her face. As she remembered him, her heart ache as tears welled in her eyes.

She walked into her bedroom and quickly reached for a photo frame that was on table. It was a photo of her and her best friend, Tom.

Three years.

That day marked three years of Tom's death and she could never forgot the date. How she walked away from him, and causing him to run after her. Guilt washed over her everytime she thought that Tom sacrificed his life for hers.

"I'm sorry, Tom. I just love you too much and I can't hear that you were loving someone else."

She whispered softly. She knew that no one could hear her, but she hoped that he could forgive her.

"I don't even know if I still love you more than friend now. I don't know if I should."

She breathed out, a tear rolled down her cheek freely. She put the photo back on the table and looked out the window.

"We used to stargazing together, Tom. I wish I could turn back time."

She sobbed uncontrollably and sat down on the bed, afraid that she might fall in she kept standing. One by one of her memories with Thomas came back into her mind like a broken record.

"I miss you, Thomas."

Oh, how she was hoping that he could hear her. She wanted him to come back to her really bad. She felt like she was all alone, she needed him so much.

"I love you."

She didn't know when she fell asleep. But she wished someday, something magical will happen and her best friend will come back to her.

Her wish came true.