Ghostly Kind of Love | t.hiddleston ✔ [ X Reader ]

9 || SEBASTIAN

She laughed as Sebastian made a joke again. He grinned when he saw she laughed, he was glad that she was happy with him.

"Thank you for tonight, Seb."

She said, a flash of happiness was clear in her eyes. They had a dinner together at the restaurant and it was amazing. Now they were sitting on a bench on the hill, enjoying the view of the city and the skies. She wondered how Sebastian knew this place.

"Thanks to you, Y/N. I've never been this happy for so long."

He acknowledged, and she nodded in agreement; she was feeling the same too.

"I already like you so much, Y/N."

Sebastian confessed as his heart pounded rapidly against his chest. This woman made his world moved slower and he felt like happiness and joy surrounded him everytime she was around.

"I like you too."

She smiled at him, making he chuckled nervously. He knew that she was the one for him. His mind and heart was telling him so even if he wasn't so sure about how she was feeling.

"Can we go out again, Y/N?"

He asked nervously, afraid if her answer might be no. But she her smile went wider and she nodded immediately.

"Of course. I'd love to."

She said honestly. He breathed of relief and he didn't realize that he was holding his breathe. She smiled and under the moonlight, she looked even prettier than she already was. She could be the death of him.

"So you always go to the library?"

She brought him back to the reality by her question. He nodded and thought of something.

"I moved here two years ago and I've always take some time to go to the library since that. Reading is my way in escaping-"

"The world. Yes, me too."

Y/N cut his words and continued. He smiled but frowned in how common they were.

"So, do you always go there? 'Cause I've never seen you before."

He asked her. Her face suddenly dropped and her smile turned into a frown. He quickly realized that if he asked her a wrong question that might hurt her in anyway.

"I've always go there before. I had a best friend, and we will go to the library together. We will spend our time there almost every weekend and we will always lose each other there because we were too carried away with the books."

She laughed silently when she told him that. But then it turned into a sad smile.

"But that was three years ago, Seb. After his death, I didn't go to the library anymore. I was trapped in our memories that I can't get him out of my mind. After a year of his death, I got better but I still couldn't step in the library. The urge to cry was too high when I was there. He was a huge part of my life, and he still am."

A tear rolled down her face but Sebastian quickly wiped it away with his thumb. He sighed heavily, regretting that he made her told the story and cried.

"I'm so sorry, Y/N."

He apologized. She smiled and shook her head, signalling that it was alright.

"What makes you go there two days ago?"

She wanted to answer him but then her voice caught in her throat. She couldn't tell him that Tom has came back so she was happy to finally go there again with him. Sebastian will definitely says that she was crazy.