Chapter 12

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Maya pov

Joshua fucking matthews

Josh...

Nice to see you again maya... you grew up gorgeous
he said scanning me up and down while smirking. I rolled my eyes playfully while grinning. This was the game we played, someday wasn't gonna happen and i knew that but part of me also knew he will always be there. That's all I needed was for someone to be there, to help me when i needed it i didn't need some one way relationship status.

Hey uh josh, can i talk to you about something?

yeah sure anything

Lucas left abruptly and riley chased after him of course, after how they're treating me they deserve each other they don't get to decide what i want.

what do i do if i feel lost with those around me? I don't feel myself and my friends are deciding my decisions for me because they think they know what's best but they don't. I want out but i don't know what out is.

You're talking about your friends aren't you? riley, farkle, lucas, etc?

yeah...

Tell them how you feel and that you need a break and if they are really your friends they will be there for you and will support you in whatever you decide. But if they're not happy because they think they're losing you just explain that they aren't and if they still aren't happy with you that's when you know.

know what?

you don't need them. if they're your friends and they truly love you they will understand and support you.

thanks josh

no problem ferret

I hugged him one last time and left

ok so like i'm really sorry i died i just have been going through stuff and moving and ughh but this book is gonna end soon but i won't stop writing i have some other books i've been working on so yeaaa comment below on how i should end it, luv u guys

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⏰ Last updated: Jan 14, 2018 ⏰

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