I'm really really sorry for not updating. I just didn't have the strength to continue. But I'm back! I hope that I can be more stable now. Best wishes for you all.
Taeyong
In Doyoung's house we both painted and drew baby bunnies. Around 20 bunnies hopped in our painting and I feel relief go through my stressed mind, we finally finished our project. I wonder what Johnny is doing, I should text him while Doyoung makes some food. It's already past noon.
Taeyong
Hey Johnny
Johnny
Hiii!
Taeyong
What are you doing?
Johnny
Eh, just doing some
research with Ten
Taeyong
Oh...how are things going?
With your research of course.
Johnny
Ummm, pretty good. We are
starting to get to know each other.
I'm really happy. He is being really nice to me. What about you,
what are you doing?
Taeyong
Doyoung and I finished
our project already, are
you close to finishing?
Unread sent at 3:10pm
Hmmm.... Johnny must be working on his project. Yeah....I hope so. Ten doesn't always give me a good vibe when he is around Johnny.
"Ready to eat the best Vietnames spring rolls of your life?" Doyoung asks me very excited. He puts the dishes on the dinner table near the kitchen. My growling stomach forces me to stand up and drag my empty belly to the table.
Ten
Johnny and I have been working for hours now. My back is beginning to burn and I'm pretty sure Johnny is suffering too. His phone is beginning to vibrate and he started texting. Yep, he's tired.
"Johnny wanna go eat? We've been here all day." I ask him desperately. He chuckles and nods. I run up the stairs and change into a nice outfit wearing light blue ripped skinny jeans and a band shirt. This makes me look good. More than good actually.
I slide down the stair's rail and grab the keys from my key holder. Johnny grabs his backpack and follows me outside. I twist the key in the keyhole and lock the door. We both walk to a Thai restaurant that is close to my house. We both sat down near the front of the restaurant by the large windows. I ordered pad Thai and he didn't know what to order since he never ate Thai food. I just laughed when he ordered the same dish as me. He smiled and we both waited in a peaceful silence. We were both releasing our stress. Our project is half done. We don't need to worry that much.
Our orders came and I ate my deliciously cooked noodles. Time passed by pretty quickly and I haven't stopped smiling this whole time. Johnny has been telling me about his young experiences and his most embarrassing moments. I am so grateful to know someone like him.
I read my hand watch which said 5pm I should go home and clean. Jisung must be coming back with his friends to have a sleepover at our house. He always does that.
Johnny is drinking what is left of his soda and I decide to leave the change on the table. "Johnny I had so much fun with you but I need to go. We should meet up tomorrow, to finish the project. On the same time like today. Okay, well bye." He nodded at every thing I said. I decided to hug him, I need to confirm to him how important he is to me. He is my friend and a very important one. This afternoon I realized how nice and friendly he is. I can only see him a friend, we have this odd connection. He is different and I love his personality but I didn't feel anything more important that friendship. I open the door of the store and make my way back home. I haven't felt loved since that time I dated.....no, I don't want to remember him. The past is in the past and he is not even living here anymore. I should forget all about this type of love. This love only hurts you and makes you weak over one person. If love is like that then I don't ever want to love.
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