I don't know....

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Johnny

      Taeyong is fast asleep in his room. I know this because of his constant soft breathing pattern.

     He cooked with such a high energy, and I must admit that my cooking skills are no where to be compared to Taeyong's. He has professional cooking skills.

     Taeyong is the man of any girl's dreams. He can cook, he can dance, he can take care of the house......he is everything everyone could ever want.

    I want him..........but it's not right.

       He wouldn't love me, or even think about me as something more than a friend. It would ruin our friendship.

"Aghhh!" Why am I whining about this! I should've thought better, living with your crush is a complete disaster!

But the couch is comfy, so I don-

"Noooo!" a loud cry comes from Taeyong's room which scares me half to death. Could something be happening to Taeyong?

I should barge in there to take a look.
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Boom!
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Taeyong.......is crying.

Taeyong is CRYING! What should I do?! Is he awake?! Or is he crying in his sleep?!

"Le-lewb m-me alone" he cries even more and his eyes stay shut. He is still sleeping. But I really want to know what is happening to him, why is he suffering so much?

"Taeyong," I call to him lightly, and place my butt down on the clean carpet floor. His face is inches away from mine, and I still have eye contact with him since I am tall.

"Taeyong, please...wake up" I plead in a hushed tone. But he doesn't budge.

Okay, if he continues crying I'll ask again, for the last time.

He isn't crying anymore. I might just wait till the mornin-

Wait!

Three more tears run down his soft pale cheeks.

Now here I come.

Third Person POV (rare)

       Johnny leans forward towards Taeyong's face. He eyes Taeyong's nose, cheeks, lips, ears, neck and chin.

He slowly moves his wobbly hand to Taeyong's eyes, and wipes the tears rolling down away. Johnny cups Taeyong's cheeks in between his two hands.

Taeyong could feel the pressure on both sides of his face and decides to open his eyes.

         He can't believe it. He is deep in shock, and froze in place. Johnny was holding him in the most fragile embrace he's ever been. Taeyong stares at Johnny wide eyed and they both fall into silence a while longer as Johnny caresses Taeyong'a left cheek.       💚💚💚.......................................💚💚💚

Taeyong POV
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Is this seriously happening? What a time to be alive! Why? How did this come to happen? I need to be in a drama to actually have this scene happening! Lord save my poor thumping heart!

Is this how love feels like?


Happy Valentine's day!!! In my country it's already night time but it's still February 14 so I'm still eating pink colored cupcakes.
Take care of your loved ones.
Please love yourselves. Byeeee!💚💚💚

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