it's you... (*coughs* I'm a proud NCTzen)

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Johnny

Jungwoo is back with a small, and square shaped journal.
This should be Taeyong's property.

"This diary has the design for the piece of cloth Taeyong left behind." Jungwoo opens the journal and turns the pages, he stops half way through the booklet.

"Here, this is the page of the design." Jungwoo slowly moves the journal towards me. I take the book carefully, and observe the handmade sketches on the paper.

Beautiful flower petals are drawn decorating the heart's inside. The two letters from each name are written in cursive,  and the plus sign is shaped like a stem of flowers. It looks mythical and angelic.

The black colored cloth in my hands could be my Taeyong's gift. There is only one of a kind design, created by a no longer existent person for an old piece of fabric. This has to be for him I'll make sure he keeps it for the rest of his life.

"Are you interested in buying it?" Jungwoo asks me curiously.

"How much will it be?"

Taeyong

"What are we going to do?!"

"I don't know, he just left!"

"Why didn't we call the cops, ugh!"

"Idiot! We don't know if Taeyong would've liked that!"

"I'm pretty sure he wants that guy to stay out of his life though!"

I can hear harsh whisper shouts in my living room. Wait! I AM in my living room! Oh! Now I remember what happened! I should stop them before they rip their hairs out.

"It's alright. He is like that." I say lowly,  I am still too ashamed for what they saw happen. They practically saved me from forced submission. Ugghh, just thinking about it gives me shivers.

Jaehyun was my first boyfriend.

He always treated me like the most precious stone in the universe.

He loved and cared about me, that is how he tried to get my attention.

       When I accepted into being his boyfriend, he still acted kind and gentle. Until the day he saw me hanging out with the exchange China student, Winwin. He was cute and I always took care of him like he was my little brother. Winwin understood me most of the times I was alone meanwhile my friends fought with each other. He was a very helpful companion. But Jaehyun thought that I was cheating on him. He turned into a violent person, spitting words about my awful behavior and he changed from Prince charming into a cruel monster.

     I left my home city in order to forget about the monstrous people in my life. But now Jaehyun is back and he is not going to stop traumatizing me.

My life is a nightmare.

"Someone is here," Kun said from the door, "What, who is it?" I try asking him in a relaxed tone, even though I feel really scared.

   "It's me." Comes in Johnny's voice.

Oh, my life is so much more stressful. But I won't be alone, right?



OMG!!! WE NCTZENS ARE AMAZING AND I'VE NEVER BEEN SO PROUD TO BE IN A FANDOM BEFORE. NO ONE CAN BEAT US AND OUR BOYS. I'LL NEVER FORGET THIS EXPERIENCE IN MY LIFE. Please keep up the hard work and rest your hearts and minds for a while. We are a strong and powerful family! #NCT2018

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