Johnyong "What Is This Feeling?"

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Johnny

       The breeze feels cold against my burning face.

     

    The windows are opened for sure.

"Johnny, ahhh you're finally awake!" Taeyong exclaims full of energy. I wonder how he could have such happiness early in the morning.

He is so special for me. I'll do anything to protect him. I'll do anything to keep him happy. His smile lights up my whole world.

"Hellooooo......Johnnnny?"
Oh Lord!
"Aaahhh!"

When did Taeyong get in front of my face?! I didn't even notice he was staring deeply into my eyes until I heard my name!

I got so scared.

But he is laughing, just like how Ten laughed at me when....oh no the project!

We have to finish it today! I have to prepare myself to meet Ten.

First I'm going to-"Johnny where are you going? You've been spacing out a lot this morning. What are you thinking about?" Oh yeah, Taeyong was still sitting in front of me when I moved. Now, I'm standing in front of the bathroom door.

"Sorry, I still have to work on the project with Ten. We need to finish it." I reply ashamed at my poor working skills.

"At what time do you have to be there?" He asks me quietly while checking his wrist watch.

Oh, no! I think that it's noon already!

"We were going to meet at 7:30am for yesterday and today."

Taeyong's eyes widen and he gasps.

"I have to go!" I scream as I close the bathroom door.

Taeyong

Johnny has to hurry if he needs to go to Ten's house. It's already 8:50pm. I wonder what more things he has to work on. Probably more artistic skills. 

I still don't trust Ten, but Johnny is pretty close to him already. I wouldn't be as nervous as Johnny if I were to go to Ten's house. I wonder what their project is about. Is it drawing? Or painting? Maybe coloring? I don't really know.

I would he-"Bye TY, I have to go now!" Johnny screams from the door as he leaves my apartment.

See you soon!

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Johnny

Ten better answer the freaking door! I've been waiting for years outside now. His little brother Jisung must be back from yesterday, and Ten might be sleeping. "Creeeeaaaak!" The door slowly opens showing me a worn out Ten.

"What do you need?" He asks me in exaughstment, without looking up.  Now I feel guilt because of thinking the worst from him. He might have stayed up all night taking care of his brother and friends. I never experienced that with my siblings.

    My younger brother never went out, until his senior year in high school last year.

"I...I wanted to work on the project but we could change the date if you'd like?" I said, with hope for the best for us.

Ten immediately lifts his head and stares at me wide eyed.

How in the world can he do anything?!

His eyes have huge bags under,and his eyes are as red as a red pepper. The worst is the condition of his face. It's all bruised and beaten from what seems not long ago.

Before he can say anything, I question him, "what happened?"

Ten rapidly runs back inside leaving the door open. But I'm too afraid to go in.

Uggghhhh! I'll just go risk it!

"Ten?!" I shriek because I can't find him anywhere in the house.

The house is empty. It looks like no one lived here before. There's only trash inside.

But Ten is still here.

He is inside hiding from me? I don't really know from who.

"Why? Why me?!" There are sobs from a back corner in the living room.

It's Ten, he is over there.

I quickly dodge the small particles of glass and rocks on my way towards Ten.

What happened?
Why is he crying so much?

"Ten, I'm here." I say quietly, in the softest way possible.

Ten doesn't stop crying but he swiftly pulls me close to him. He hugs me intensely while squeezing my shirt over my shoulder.

"Please, please, don't leave me!" He wails and screams, over and over again. He pleads me to stay, I'm really scared to leave him and break his trust.

I'm afraid to lose my friend.

I squeeze him back, just as hard as him. I'll give him reassurance. From now on I won't ever let a friend down.

"Okay, I'll stay, for you, only for you"