Hey to whoever's reading this😊
Finally chapter 2 after a whole lot of busy months... hope you enjoy it! Please let me know what you think about the story in comments and vote too if you think it's good! My first story.. pls don't comment harsh stuff... as I always says it's just for fun😜
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After a helping hand from josh, we finally got Chase on the bed
So obviously after the call I rushed to josh's house and there he was on the couch fully gone, like lights out. 10 minutes later here I am just seeing josh off...
I return to the room but after what happened today, the intensity of it all makes me pick up a spare blanket from the closet and go into the living room... to the one and only... the couch!
As soon as my head hits the couch, I'm out
Next morning,
I wake up to see the bedroom door open, so he's definitely up... well time to make myself known! I have no idea how I'm going to start the conversation with him because yesterday went too far
Slowly padding to the bedroom I see... Nobody?
Huh! What? Maybe in the bathroom?
No, he's literally not in the room or bathroom... walking out I realise the key on the stand is missing..
'Oh chase, please don't block me out' and this thought just gets the waterworks flowing and seconds later and I'm full on sobbing on the floor.
It was all my fault
After everything he's done for me, this is what I give him back... just because he's working extra hard for us to live leisurely.. I went complete crazy on him!
I'm in the bedroom when the door opens and I quickly scramble up to sort my tear streaked face out! I certainly must be looking like a mess right now!
He walks into the door and stops dead in his tracks once he sees me, and I just stand there not knowing what to do but just stare at his face
Seconds later he sighs and runs a hand through his hair, I know this is my fault so I have to speak
"I'm really sorry" with this I take a step forward but get no reaction once I look up at him.
Have I pushed him away too far?
No reaction, no emotion
This causes me to look down losing all hopes, until he walks towards me and puts his hand on my chin to make me look up
I look up and I can't think or say anything but just throw my arms around him and sob, what the hell! Such a soppy person I am!
A while later I feel his hands and he moves me off him slowly....
"Are you not happy?" First time I heard him since yesterday and it takes me a while to get his question
"What! What do you mean? I am happy, I love you and I love us together. Whatever I said yesterday it was just in anger" I look at him hoping he knows I'm saying the truth
"There's got to be a reason why you said that, that can't come out of nowhere!" Loud voices
"It's me chase, I've been feeling very insecure lately. I'm always at home while you're out till late and I have no idea what you do during your day or what happens during your day, I..."
Before I can finish talking
"I work dammit! For you so you can have a good life and so that you're never bothered by anything!" It's best I keep calm and calm him down too
"I know, I know. I said it's just me feeling insecure you've gave me nothing but love and happiness, it's just been building up in my head and last night I just went too far!" Okay Kate calm
"I don't know what to do! How can I make you feel secure! How?!"
"I'm sorry, you've done nothing wrong! All I need Is you and your love, please never take that away from me"
"Of course not! I'm yours, everything of mine is yours. You don't even need to ask Kate! Please trust me that it's always you" with this he pulls me to him and looks me in dead in the eye "I love you only and forever"
"I love you too" and pull his face to mine to feel loved, he's the only one that can make me feel loved!
I love him, but is that enough? And there are the misleading thoughts again! Already?
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Another chapter done! Woohoo
Was in a little bit of a haste writing this so sorry if there's something that's not right.. mention it In the comments ( nicely obvs😜) and I'll have a look 😊
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