Is it worth it?

Chapter 8

Uni stress begins!!! Anyways made time for a chapter for now, hopefully get enough time to finish this off!

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Moving the phone away from my face and looking at the screen, it shows me that i have rang chase but a women is on the other line

"Can you stop ringing, we're quite busy!"

I had heard that voice somewhere

"Who...who are you?" I had to know

"Olivia the receptionist, if you remember" I knew it. She laughs and puts the phone off

No sign of chase at all in the phone conversation I had with Olivia

How could he be with her? I knew she was upto no good with the way she behaved with me.

I couldn't believe what was happening

I couldn't believe chase had gone to her as soon as  we had a problem, was that how strong we was. Every time we had a problem, was chase going to run to another women?

My heart was breaking and I was unable to do anything about it other than kneel to the floor and cry

Until chase came home or responded to my calls or texts. I needed to hear from him, I was unable to get to him

My sobs got louder and I see Amanda walk in through the door, she looks shocked but quickly comes to kneel beside me and cradle my head against her

She rubs her hands over my back

"Kate darling, what's happened? Please don't cry"

"Amanda, I have really pushed him away, I don't know if there's any coming back from this"

I was tired and completely drained out

I felt weak

"You know, I rang him but he didn't pick up. A women did she...she..."

The next second I had lost most of my conscious

I felt like I was there but at the same time I wasn't

I could hear Amanda calling my name and I tried replying but I couldn't

I tried to reply or talk but I couldn't, i couldn't try anymore

I had given up

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2 weeks later

I was told to come in to the hospital for a routine check every other week due to my weakness. The baby was perfectly fine but due to the weakness I had, they had to keep checking me to make sure the Baby was fine

I had grown attached to the baby

I, now wasn't so sure about my decision about the baby

I had moved to Amanda's house and had been staying there since

I had got a few missed calls from chase and a text asking where I was, but I had ignored them all and had told Amanda to let him know. I needed time away from him

Amanda had told me how devastated he seemed when she told him, but I didn't want to see him right now

Looking at a photo of us both on my phone screen, all the memories come back and I wish everything was ok again

I missed him

I wanted us to be together all the time

I wanted his warmth, his love and him with me at this time

But I knew it wouldn't work for us right now

That night I had made my decision, I was keeping the baby and no, it wasn't because of chase. No, I wanted this baby.

I had been reading up on all these women that gave birth and the special moments during their pregnancy and after their child was born

I wanted all that

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Short chapter but hey ho

Trouble ?

Big problem, has Kate lost trust

And was there love not important enough for chase that he ran to a different women

Is that how strong there love was?
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