Is it worth it?

Chapter 6

Another day, another update! Much love to you all that are reading my story even though it's not perfect or at a good standard. First book and I hope to improve as times goes by.

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Slowly blinking my eyes open, I see chase on the chair next to the bed and wait! What? Is that Kane next to him?

Oh gosh chase will have found out by now!

I decide to close my eyes again to prolong the conversation me and chase will be having, I just couldn't do with a conversation on this topic right now

"Are you sure it's nothing to be worried about? I hear chase say. Well for me it is!

"No, I don't understand why she fainted, but I guess she could tell you?"

Oh wait what? He hadn't told him yet? I couldn't be sure. "I don't understand, she came home and just started crying her eyes out, and suddenly collapsed. I don't get it" oh okay

Theres silence for a few seconds and then I hear Kane mumble "oh so she didn't tell him yet"

I knew chase would have heard that if I heard it, but all I heard him say was "I really don't get it, why would she come home so upset. There's got to be a reason"

He was just mumbling away to himself and I felt relieved as he didn't question Kane on what he meant by what he said.

Well phew! I didn't know how long I could hide this from him, but I couldn't tell him right now. "Okay, so I'll see you later on, let me know when she wakes up"

Off he goes

I hear moving around and then a minute later, the bedroom door opens again, and I feel the bed dip. I feel a hand on my cheek and then a soft kiss on my forehead.

My heart was beating so fast, I was trying as much as I could to not talk to him, and he was so worried about me. I open my eyes and see his face really close to mine. When he realises I'm awake, he looks relieved and quickly gives a small smile

I give a smile back and try to get up, leaning against the headboard with chase's help. "Okay, I really need to know. I'm not able to think straight! Tell me what's the matter with you?"

Okay straight to the point I guess, I think of what to say, until I decide to not tell him yet. "Well you know I was looking for a job, and I had been going into all these stores giving my cv in, and they all rejected me straight away!, do you believe that?! So I was feeling really upset and yeh"

I hope he believed that, because that was one shit excuse, I wouldn't have believed that. I hope he did as I couldn't lie to save my life!

His face, I knew it. He didn't believe me. I couldn't blame him that excuse was really shit! He looked me straight and said "what the fuck Kate, are you serious? Tell me the truth! You aren't one for getting upset over things like that, to the point of fainting? No I don't believe you"

I knew it. Well I had to carry on because I wasn't telling him yet. "Yeah, well it's upto you if you want to believe it or not! I'm not lying that's what happened. Now can you move I need to get some rest"

I was being a bitch, and I knew it. But at this point I needed him away from me so I could fully think about what I needed to do next

Oh but chase wasn't one to back down easily! "Kate are you serious right now? Stop being so difficult"

I needed him away from me right now. "Oh fuck off Chase, leave me alone to rest or I'll leave to the guest room!"

I saw how pissed and angry he looked, and I knew this was turning out bad, I didn't want it to be like this. Most of the times, our heated arguments get very heated in other ways too.

He looked to say something but he stopped and jumped off the bed, to walk out the door. Until he stopped,

Oh he wanted to argue today, didn't he!

He turned back around, "you're so fucking difficult! I can't take this shit no more" oh okay

That pissed me off to the max, I was trying to stay calm but he didn't want that. "Chase just shut the fuck up! I said leave! So fucking leave"

At this point I was off the bed and rushing towards him to poke him in the chest with my fingers, until he grabbed my hands and leaned his face down "you make me so fucking mad!"

"Well you do too! All you had to fucking do was leave when I told you to! You always want the fucking arguments. I fucking hate you!" He pulled me to him and before I could carry on, he turned me around so I was against the door and crashed his lips onto mine

Oh so this argument was now going that way. I was so frustrated, either sexually or just normally, I didn't know. But what i did know was that he felt so good right now

Stupid! I had to think about my decision. I needed to make a decision soon as. I tried to move him away but he wasn't having any of it, and quickly slipped my jumper over my head

Oh chase

Within seconds he had managed to get me naked and on the bed on my stomach.

How aroused I was right now! This dominating side of chase always got to me. He climbed on the bed behind me, and I felt his front against my back. He reached forward to grab my breast with one hand, and the other holding my neck

He continued to meddle with my right breast until a moan left my mouth, and I knew I wanted nothing more than this right now! The pregnancy was now right at the back of my mind and I decided to deal with it later

He was being rough! This always happened when we had an argument before. I couldn't say I hated it as it got me more aroused

The hand on my hip, left me until I could feel him from behind near my entrance, I was so ready for this. One hand still on my breast, he quickly thrust forward and in one go, he was fully in me

Some hours later

Getting my breath back, I waited till chase got back from the bathroom, and so I got up to go to the bathroom. Locking the door I looked at myself in the mirror. My hair crazy all over the place

Until the pregnancy came back to my mind, and yeh that's my mood gone downhill again

I turned the tap on and splashed my face with cold water. A few minutes later, I decided I wanted an abortion

I couldn't have a baby yet, we wasn't ready. I wanted to be ready when I had a child so I could give it all it wanted and loved it like I really wanted it

Not like this, I don't even know if I'll be happy when the baby's born, that's not right

I was going to tell chase and he had to agree with me I'm sure would think the same anyways

Walking out the bathroom, I see chase staring up at the ceiling until he looks towards me and sits up "About today, I just wanted to say sorry. I shouldn't have shouted at you like that and just left when you said" he was so sorry about it

Walking to the bed towards him, I say "I need to tell you something"

He stops and just stares at me, "okay, I'm listening" he has now got up and is standing in front of me with his hands on my shoulders

Okay moment of truth

"I'm... well I'm.. pregnant"

There I said it.

I feel his hands leave my shoulders and I dumbly look at them move away from me

I can't look up at him

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Well okay then, so he finally knows. How do you think he'll react to this?

Will they go ahead with the abortion?