Is it worth it?

Chapter 7

Could be about to go downhill for Kate and chase

What do y'all think?

Read on to find out.😃

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Still standing, looking down at my feet. I see nor do I hear any movement

It's really getting to me, so I look up and see a big smile on his face, he also looks shocked at the same time, but there's 100% a smile on his face

"Chase?"

He splutters "Kate are you serious?, what I'm going to be a father?, oh I can't wait!"

Okay maybe or maybe not the reaction I was expecting, but he had to know I didn't want it.

"Chase, but I don't want the baby..."

I see him sink in the words and he looks at me like I've lost my mind. I sure might have.

"What are you saying? Are you feeling okay? We've always wanted children" his hands now on my shoulder

"Well yeh I do want children but not now, this is too early for me, for us. We can't handle a child right now. We aren't ready, especially me"

He puts his hand in the air and gives me a 'wtf' look. I am so serious about this, but he seems to think I've lost my mind. I don't care I'm not ready I can't force anything

When he realises that I am dead serious, he drops his hands to his side "what? You can't be serious!"

I try to reach for him, but he moves away. "Chase you have got to understand my point of view, I'm not ready please. You can't force me"

He knows he can't say anything after that, as we had always respected each other's decisions and he knew he couldn't force me into something

"You know I won't say anything but you're making a fucking mistake, go along with the abortion, but know that I am not happy with that. I don't know if things will ever be the same between us after that"

No, why couldn't he just be okay with it and be normal. It's hard I know but why doesn't he think about me too. It's a hard decision for me too

"Chase I know it's hard but why do you have to make it harder for me?" I reach for him again, and again I am rejected by him moving himself away from me

I felt like shit

The worst thing?

He looked at me like I was some bad person, like he couldn't believe it but I was someone really bad

That broke me, I would never have wanted him to look at me like that. I fall to the floor and look towards where Chase is standing. I see him move towards me a little so I look up, until he stops and turns away.

I shout for him whilst crying "Chase, please"

I see him hesitate but the next second he's back to walking and out the door. On the floor I cup my face with my hands and cry.

I hated this, why was this happening to me only

The minutes passed by and I heard no one at all

Leaning against the wall, thinking about how chase walked out, I somehow fall asleep.

Through my sleep at one point I feel someone lift me and lay me onto something soft. Feeling drained out, I am unable to open my eyes so I fall asleep.