per ☹ fect // zalfie

per ☹ fect // Alfies POV

Alfie's P.O.V

Italia High school never offered much for me, it bore me. Even though I had the closet friend Marcus and Jack, i needed someone to understand me.

Then I met her.

Zoe Sugg.

You know that moment when you hug somebody,

when your heart feels warm and high in your chest and tingly?

When you feel just for a second like a baby in a womb...

that nothing matters?

That's how you make me feel.

She has made my life complete, i wasn't looking for a perfect girl. But somehow I've found one that is perfect for me. Just one thing stood in our way, Jack Harries.

"Of course I will" Zoe squealed pulling me into a tight squeeze laying a small peck on my pale cheek. "As friends or" she said unsure.

"Boyfriend and girlfriend" I said firmly as Zoe showed me mixed expression. "I truly believe we're meant to be together" I said.

"Ill be very happy to be your girlfriend" she giggled biting her lower lip. "What about Jack?" She asked worriedly.

"Don't worry Zoe, he won't dare to touch you again" I reassured her.

"I love you Al'

"Who do you love" Louise butted in as she wondered towards our lunch table in the far corner.

"Nothing" Zoe lied rolling her eyes then giving me a small smile as Louise sat beside her shortly followed by Joe who comfortably sat beside me.

"Hey lovebi' Joe try to say, I pinched him in the arm making him jump.

"Joe" Zoe said quickly covering the situation. "Found anyone to go to prom with?" She asked cheekily turning her head at me.

"yeah" he said proudly adjusting his jacket, Zoe faced smile brightly. "I was expecting a no, someone acutely wants to go prom with me" Joe joked as he clapped his hands together.

The Suggs moving to this school, made life more bearable.

"What about you Zoe?" The voice that sounded familiar.

"Umm" she said nervously as Jack sat opposite her next to me.

"Yeah she has" I said bravely making everyone go quite. "Me and Zoe are going together" the silent felt awkwardly as I looked over at Zoe who was blushing bright red.

"you wish" Jack snarled in my ear making my teeth shatter together. "Zoe if you don't find anyone good enough for you, you can always go with me?" Jack said bittersweetly making Zoe feel uncomfortable.

"I'll much prefer to go with Alfie" she said in a small voice unable for Jack to hear. " I wouldn't want to tag along with Becky" she spoke aloud making Jack stop chewing his foot spitting it out at me.

"Becky and I are over" he lied as he was with her last night. "I want you Zoe"

What was I meant to do?

Zoe is my girlfriend, well I think were official now? I watched the way she covered her face away from Jack with her ombré hair, her scarlet red cheeks showing through. Marcus and Finn nudging Jack whispering my name every so often.

"I need the bathroom" i stopped up in a hurry existing the cafeteria ignoring the calls from Zoe, I needed to be alone to think.

Would us work together, knowing the school hottie fancied her as well.

Who would pick me Alfie Deyes over Jack Harries?

Entering the empty toilets, I leant against the wall breathing deeper and deeper. Regretting everything with Zoe, she deserved better than me. I truly loved her, knowing that someone else felt the same way towards her damaged my heart.

What if she liked Jack more than me? He's more popular,better looking,better body,more experienced with girls.

Wipping away a stained tear from my cheek, just in case somebody who cared about me walked in which is highly unlikely. I examined myself in the mirror noticing all the flaws.

*beep beep*

who would be texting me?

I rambled for my phone out of jacket pocket, noticing a text message from my mum.

To Alfie From Mum

Ring me soon x

I dialled the number, only waiting a few seconds for an answer."Alfie darling" her voice seemed happier than normal.

"Hey mum" I try to sound happy.

"I've got some really good news for the both of us" she squealed making me curious.

"What is it mum?"

Sorry this chapter is really short, I needed to add it as when I'm writing the ending it will link back to this. Also I thought it would be nice to hear what Alfie thoughts about Zoe.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACK AND FINN X