MICH's POV
Babae po ako.
Masayahin.
Sensitive.
Mabilis mahulog, kasi marupok si heart.
Madaming nagsasabi sa akin na:
"Iba nalang."
"I don't like him for you."
"Hindi kayo bagay."
"Wag siya, sasaktan ka niyan,"
"Tignan mo nga o' di pa kayo nagsisimula, nasasaktan ka na."
Pero para sa akin magp-paid off din itong sakit na nararamdaman ko kasi in the end? I know that what I'm feeling right now is nothing compared to our future results.
So, every time they say those cruel words, I answer them:
"It's fine, I can control myself."
...but a part of me wants to say this savage sentence:
"I don't care, because I know for sure that it'll be worth it in the end."
Other people says that I deserved someone whole lot better, but can't they see?
If it's not with you then I don't want it.
Other than that is when the reality slapped me, heavy-handed.
It made me feel bad, so bad even I, myself was full of insecurities.
But still, I tried so hard, harder even for him to notice me, to know me more, but how can I? When all the things surrounding us are full of contradictions.
Happy Ending's were maybe never built for me, maybe I can't have my very own happy ending.
