My Bully and Me? #Namjin

Chapter 16.

Decided to write again.😉
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Jin's P.O.V

"Jin? Why are we stopping?" Jimin asked confused.

I lifted my shaking hand and pointed at my 'dad'.

"What about him, Jin?" Jungkook questioned.

"T-That's my d-dad." I whispered stuttering, scared he would hear me from where we were standing.

"What's bad about that? Let's go greet him." Suga said shrugging.

"No! You don't understand. He, he, he ruined m-my l-life! I don't want that to happen again!" I cried.

Namjoon hugged me, understanding my situation.

"Let's go back guys. Jin doesn't want to see him right now, and neither do I." He muttered the last part, walking me away from him.

"Jin?" I heard a voice call out to me.

It was him.

I ignored him and kept walking but he suddenly grabbed my arm, pulling me away from the comfort of Namjoon.

"Leave him alone!" Namjoon roared, pulling me back into his arms.

"He is my son. I have the right to speak to him if I want to." My dad said calmly.

He's not drunk?

This is surprising.

"You're not drunk? I-I mean, y-you think you s-still have the right to call me your s-son?" I questioned.

"I did raise you through your childhood, so, yes. Yes I do. But that's not what I wanted to talk to you about. Look-"

"Raised me?" I scoffed glaring at him, "You think you raised me? If anything I raised my self and my 'family'. At least I thought you were my family but no, I was wrong."

"Listen Jin, I agree things got a bit out of hand but I want to make it right for you. For us. So that we can be together again as a normal family." He tried explaining.

"A bit out of hand? I would beg to differ. It was more than just a bit out of hand, Mr Kim. And as for being a 'normal family', it will never happen. Do you know why?" I questioned.

"Jin I-" I cut him off.

"It's because you and 'sis' lost all the trust and all the faith I had in you. JinWoo was all I had left. My twin brother who gets treated like he is your son but I'm not. You lost your son because you couldn't even care for him and you have the audacity to ask me to be with you guys as a normal family? Well guess what my answer is?" I said glaring as he looked at me helplessly.

"No." I said turning away.

"Jin..." I heard his broken voice call out to me.

"Just listen to me. I agree that I have been nothing but a sheer nightmare to you in the past but I promise I have changed. I stopped drinking, I got a well paying job so you don't have to work in so many places any more, I started paying for your school funds so you don't have to worry about it anymore and I've put your sister in place. She and I will never, and I mean never hurt you again. Look, I can see how you have made so may wonderful friends and maybe even a protective and caring boyfried, and I'm not saying you have to come back and live with us, just the occasional visit would be nice but you don't have to. I just want to be the father that you deserved to have and give you something to be proud of for once." He said with sad eyes, looking straight at me.