Remarked

Every: All

Every sleepless nights,

Every voiceless words,

Every silent sobs,

Were experienced by me.

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All those sleepless nights,

I was thinking,

Wandering,

Dying.

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All those voiceless words,

Stinging inside me,

Digging a deep pain,

Killing me softly.

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All those silent sobs,

Slowly becoming a river of tears,

Nearly drowned me in fears,

Now, being a monster, conquering me.

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This life hates me,

Trying to kill me,

Succeeding by just punishing me,

Now, luring me to death.

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Would I give up?

Would someone save me?

What if I die?

What if they don't care?

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Is this a goodbye?

Is this the last time that I'll write?

I'm sorry, I can't handle this any more.

'Cause silently I'm fading away...

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Being lured to sleep forever,

To voice out my words,

Silently drowning with my tears,

Dying in just sleeping, talking and crying.

(Fin)