The Story of Jung Dahee [EXO]

Entry # 8: December 25, 2011

Quote:

"Life is full of trials and tribulations. It's dramatic when you don't treat people right when you're in the tribulations, but I know now how to get out of it. You have to make a decision to say 'No more', and then you know what to do when the trials happen."

- Mary J. Blige

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December 25, 2011

Dear Diary,

I can't believe time passed by so fast. It's finally Christmas. Yay! (Please note the sarcasm.) >3< Well. I don't really like celebrating Christmas. Besides the fact that I get to be with my family, there were dramas at occasions like this. Drama = Daehyun. I think you get the gist of what I'm talking about, right? Well, yeah. Anyway, I've been staying at my room all day. I was forced to get out a few times whenever a guest or a relative comes and greet them, but overall, I was lounging at my room all day. Don't blame me though. Like I've said before, I'm not good at interacting with humans. I'm an alien; an alien made for Yixing Kyuhyun. Yeah, Kyuhyun. *nervous laugh* Bye!

Love, Jung Dahee

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SCENARIO:

December 25, 2011. Christmas. Yay..... Boo. I'm bored. I've got nothing else to do besides staring at the ceiling. I'm currently lying on my bed, staring at the ceiling.... and staring... and staring, like what I've been doing to Yixing for the past two weeks. Yeah, it became my habit. *awkward laugh* Well, we haven't talked for two weeks now. It seems like the advices from the girls were completely erased from my mind. I can't convince myself to talk to him. I just can't. Somehow, I can relate this situation to my issue with Daehyun. I'm not comfortable with handling situations like this, so I just go with the flow. It was always like that with Daehyun. Even though I wanted to know what was wrong, I can't find myself talking to him. Maybe I'm scared? I'm not sure. What I am certain though is that I would prefer the other party to talk to me instead.

Back to Yixing, well yeah. All I can do was stare. How was he? Well, it seems like he's enjoying Kris and Tao's company. They've been very close for the past two weeks. I guess Kris and Tao had some influence on him as I heard some of my classmates talking about Yixing almost getting drunk. He clearly told me that he doesn't drink alcohol before. What was happening now? Pssh. How I hate liars. That was a complete turn-off for me. I do not like guys who drink. I find it life-ruining... not to mention disgusting.

The girls, specifically Luna, kept on pushing me to talk to him, which I do not want to do at all. Aish Luna, really. She can be really pushy at times, but I really appreciate them supporting me. I remember in high school, when I had problems, my friends would just give me short advices and then the topic was gone. The support Luna, Victoria, and even Sulli was giving me was over-whelming though. I had a few friends back then who I would happy to call 'real', but only some of them really bothered to help to with my problems, and most of them are studying abroad already. I'm happy these girls came to my life. It may sound cheesy but they did make my college life a lot brighter than I expected it to be.

I was busy staring the ceiling when I realized that it was already evening. Wow. I stared at the ceiling for about 2 hours? Wahahaha.. That must be my new record. I grabbed Kyuhyun since I figured that watching some variety shows might lighten up my mood. I decided to watch Sesame Player by Infinite. Yup. I've been crushing of Infinite these past few days. I was searching for some news online when I came across an article of Infinite. I found them awesome, especially there choreography. It was really synchronized, something you rarely find in K-pop these days.