Sane

chapter 5

August 12,2016
Brookhaven, New York

Niya POV

I didn't tell Asia that I got a job to help keep us a float .We are barely getting by with the little money we have . I really don't know how to feel. My little sister is dying, and I don't know what else to do about it. I barely have the money to keep us afloat. Every day feels like a battle, and I'm constantly juggling between work, hospital visits, and trying to maintain some semblance of normalcy for her.

The medical bills keep piling up, and each envelope I open feels like another weight added to my shoulders. I want to be strong for her, to show her that everything will be okay, but inside, I'm terrified. The thought of losing her is unbearable.

She's so brave, though. Even on her worst days, she manages a smile that lights up the room. Her laughter is like music in a world that's otherwise so silent and heavy with worry. I try to capture those moments, hold onto them tightly, because they're the ones that remind me why I keep fighting.

Dezmon asked if I was okay, and I just nodded my head. We've been getting close since I met him, and his concern means a lot to me. Despite everything going on, having someone who cares makes a difference. As I sat in class, trying to focus, my mind drifted back to my sister. The thought of her being able to continue school online gives me a bit of hope. It's not the same as being there in person, but it's something. I'm grateful for any semblance of normalcy we can hold onto right now.

Dezmon POV

*After Class*

"Are you sure you are okay?" I ask Niya, noticing her silence. She's been quiet more than usual, and sometimes that's not a good sign.

She forces a smile, but I can see the worry etched on her face. "Just tired," she replies softly. I want to reach out, to pull her into a hug and tell her it's okay to not be okay.

"Do you want to talk about it?" I press gently, hoping she'll open up.

She shakes her head, looking down at her hands. "It's just... my sister."

I nod, understanding the weight of her words. "I'm here for you, whatever you need."

Her eyes meet mine, and for a moment, I see the flicker of gratitude beneath her sadness. "Thanks, Dezmon. It just feels like everything is falling apart."

"Then let me help hold it together," I say, determined to be there for her. We may not have all the answers, but at least we can face this together.

"How about I walk you home later." I said

"Sure just meet me at my locker."Said Niya

*gives her a hug *

"Alright see you then ." I said