Forgive Me??? (Complete)

Took You 12 Years To Come Back

DISCLAIMER: I OWN NOTHING!!!!! this chapter might be triggering....you have been warned!!!! read at your own risk

12 Years after Clary Ran

CLARYS POV

It has been eleven years since Jace divorced me. I went to Washington D.C . I didn't have time to be sad and mope around for Jace, I had two little girls to take care of and another child on the way! Then I went to New York for my child to be born....or more like children. Then I was all over the world with my kids, usually we only stayed a week.Then I went to London and finally blocked any type of tracking and raised my kids. I am cooking spaghetti right now. Jace,Alec and Jocelyn are sitting at the bar we have. They're all doing they're own thing. I hear the door open. Then I hear a slight cry and running. I look behind me and see a flash of gold, Celine. "Hey Joe, can you take over?" I ask Jocelyn...or Joe as she likes to be called. Joe groans.

"Ugh...Why?" She whines. I give her a look and she gets up off her seat and watches the pasta. Joe has her red,straight hair in a ponytail. She has Nike shoes, Pants and shirt. Joe has Jace's golden eyes. I smile at her and walk towards Joe and Celine's room. I open the door and see Cely huddled in between both her and Joe's bed.Her clothes are muddy. I go and sit down next to her.

"What's wrong Cely?"I ask. She hugs me and keeps crying.

"I....I am so-oo so-orry" She sniffs. She looks at me. Her golden green eyes filled with tears and sadness. "I- I ke-ept so-something from you Mo-mom" She says. I start to get really nervous. "It started when I was in 5th grade" She says. That was about three years ago. "People found out about dad she sobs. "So people started bothering me and pushing me and saying things.."She cry's. "Angel I am so weak" She says.

"Celine..." I say quietly and slowly. "Did you do something?" I ask. "Did you hurt yourself?" I ask. She looks at me as if I were crazy.

"I said I was weak not stupid" she says. I smile sadly at her.

"Oh honey....Your not weak" I say.

"Today I was walking home....and......and...Then some people from school came towards me and said.....said that I was the reason why dad left you....b..because I was a disgrace" she sobs. My heart breaks. "Then they said that I should just kill myself because it would make so many people happier" She says. "Then they pushed me into the mud" She tells me. I hug her tightly.

"Oh Cely.....If you weren't here....angel it would be so much harder for me....and your father loves you" I say. she looks at me.

"Why do you defend him?" She asks. "He left you.....which really is too bad for him since you are an amazing woman" She says. I smile at her.

"Cely.....do you want to move to New York?" I ask. She looks at me. "It's just a crazy idea" I say. Cely grins.

"Life is short Mom" She says. I smile. I walk into the kitchen.
"How do you feel about moving to new york?" I ask. Everyone grinned.

Clarys POV

It was the next day. We where all packed up. I had terminated the contract with our landlord and unrolled the kids from school. The weired thing about living in london is we never adapted to the british accent. I go out to the living room and see Cely, Joe, Jace and Alec packed up. Jace looks exactly like his father....thats why i named him Jace. His twin Alec for some reason looks exactly like Alec. I think Alec and Jace.....the older ones....are somehow related. I draw the portal rune and we all go in at the same time. I open my eyes. We're in the training room. Izzy,Alec,simon,Magnus,My mom, Luke, 6 kids i have never seen before and Jace. They all look surprised that i popped out of a portal. "Oh...my Angel....Clary!!!" Izzy says and throws herself at me she hugs me tightly. I hug her back tightly.
"Hey Iz" i say.
"where have you been? Why did you leave?What happened?" She asks. I start to answer but another hug hits me. My mom and Luke hug me. I look over her shoulder and see Jace running out of the room. My heart breaks....i don't know what i was expecting but defenitley not that.
"Don't you ever run away.....your grounded Clary!!!" My mom says. I laugh. And then slowly pull away. Jace comes back into the room.
"Ummm....maybe we should go and show the kids around... "Magnus says feeling the tension here.
"That's an amazing idea" Joe says. She jumps towards magnus. Takes his hand and pulls him out. Everyone following them except Jace. My arms are crossed. As Jace comes towards me.
"Clary" he says. Tears start to sting my eyes.
"Listen" i say tears falling from my eyes. "I know you don't owe me anything.....but please....don't break the kids." I plead. He looks confused. "They are everything to me.....i know you don't care about me or the kids but please....don't....." i trail off.

"Clary"he says again. Then he takes out a piece of paper. He hands it to me and i relize it is the divorce papers. He was supposed to turn this into the Clave. "I didn't turn the divorce file in Clare" he said. "I do care about you....so much and our kids. I love you all" he says. I frown.
"Why would you do that...." i ask. He takes out another piece of paper and shows it to me. It's a contract with Johan. I frown and read it. "You made a deal" i say. I look at him.
"I know and i am sorry....but he was threatning to kill me and make it look like a suicide......do you know how much it hurts to know that your father committed suicide.....and ontop of that because he was unhappy with you.....i didn't want that for my kids....i didnt want them to ever have to go through that....so i made the deal....i know that doesn't justify anything.....and that you hate me....but i am so sorry" he says. All i see in his eyes and Face is truth. There is no way anyone could be that good at lying. But can i beleve him?