Forgive Me??? (Complete)

Nightmare

DISCLAIMER: I OWN NOTHING

JACE POV

".......Uhh, I" I glare at Gabriel.

"Yes?" I ask slowly.

"I didn't.....I thought Sam was Cely" Gabriel says. I take in a deep breath and let it out.

"But....You still wanted to kiss her." I say.

"Why is that so bad?" The stupid little boy asks. My eyes snap open. "Mom started dating at twelve and you at eleven!" The idiot boy says.

"Maryse was busy running an institute.....And I had no parents to protect me......But Cely does. And I AM NOT going to let someone as useless as you hurt her!" I say. "Do you understand? stay away from Cely, Sam, Joe, All of them!" I tell him my voice filled with seriousness I lean in closer to Gabriel. "And I swear on the angel that if I EVER hear that you are the reason any of my daughters are crying......You're dead" I tell him and stomp away.

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I wa back in the house. I heard some screams. I ran to the room. and saw Clary thrusting around her bed.

CLARY POV

I gasped as I sit up. My head bangs into another head. "Ow!" I say at the same time someone else says

"Ow" I look at the person I hit.

"Jace?" I ask.
    "Yeah.....You ok?"He asks.
     "Yes..." I lie. "Yeah I'm fine" I say, I know he can tell I'm lying.
       "Alright" He says and starts to get up to leave. I grab his arm.
        "Wait...can you Maybe.....stay....please" I ask. Angel, I probably sound like a little kid.
          "Yes" Jace smiles and gets in bed with me. My heart flutters. I really did miss him. I hug his torso and put my head on his chest. Jace started playing with my hair as i slowly fell asleep.

CELINE POV
    I was back. I was back in London. Mom,Joe,Jace and Alec were walking down the street with me. We were walking to my old elementary school. Joe had her hair down, she used to always wear her hair down. From Kindergarden to 4th grade. Meaning i was back in 5th grade. Alec and Jace ran inside the school as Joe chased them. My mom looked at me.
     "Celine...Don't you dare tell Britney about the Shadow world" She says. Yes Mom, i know... I want to say, but instead i say,
       "You told your best friend about the shadow world! why can't I?" Mom looks slightly pained, like she always did when we brought up New York.
       "Its too dangerous....i told him when i was 17, your 10!" Mom says. I roll my eyes and walk into school. I then see Britney. She was with Shelly,Michele and Courtney. They were the popular girls. Britney told me she hated them. I go up to her with a bright smile.
       "Hey Britney!" I say happily. She turns to me. Her perfect Brown hair pulled back with a thin red head band. Her eyes were bored and cold, she rolled her eyes and i frown. Shelly cackles and my attention snaps ro her because her cackle scared me.
        "Oh my god! if it isn't little miss Unwanted" shelly says as she flips her pink dyed hair to her back.
         "Unwanted?" I question.
         "Oh..my god! you actually think anyone is gonna want you?"Michele says, she had a squirl like face and she was small, she had brown hair up to her shoulders, she was pretty though.  "Your dad didn't want you...why would anyone else?" She asks. My heart was pounding in my chest. My n
breath quickening.
         "wha? what? How do you-?"
          "OH MY GOD .... ITS TRUE?!" Courtney yells, she has long blonde hair. "CELINE HERONDALE HAS DADDY ISSUES!" She yells. Everyone starts laughing. "Her dad left her! I guess he just had one look at her and thought "Nope! she's as useless as trash.......oh wait.....she IS trash! no one will ever love her!""Courtney and everyone else laughs. I can feel tears stream down my face as i keep wiping them. My shoulders were tightly up as i keep crying. I couldn't move....i was frozen.

$%$%$%
    It changed....the dream/Memory changed. I was in eight grade, with the same girl. We were doing pacers. "Go" Coach Stanley said. I quickly ran accross the room, i had runes and training on my side, so it was easy. Finally i felt someone trip me. I painfully land on my knee.
       "Oops!" It was Britney. I looked at my knee, it was badly scraped, bleeding, i also had rug/floor burn.
       "Better keep yourself on your feet Herondale!" Coach said. I bite my lip and roll my eyes. "Go to the nurse" He said.

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     It changed again, i was in the volley ball court. I was with the autistic kids again. And of course, me and the autistic kids were playing against Britney,shelly,michele,courtney,Bryan and Colden. Bryan was Shellys boyfriend and Colden was courtneys. I started the serve, it was light. Britney threw it back harder. I threw it back softer.
      "Careful Herondale" Bryan says. "Or is that even your last name?" He asks. I throw it back softly.  "I mean, if your dad didn't want you....do you even have tge right to have his name?" He asks. I hit the ball harder and harder each time. "Well, it is kinda hard...isn't it....Who's name do you take if they all hate you....and no one loves you" He says. I hit the ball as hard as i can which is really hard. It flies and hits Britneys forehead. She lands in the floor crying. Coach Stanley blows his whistle hard.
      "TIME OUT TIME OUT!" He yells as he goes to Britney. "What is wrong with you?!" Coach asks. I can hear the murmurs in the crowd that has formed.
        "Oh my god!"
        "She's fucking Crazy"
        "What the hell is wrong with her"
        "She has daddy issues"
        "She isn't loved."
         "She won't be loved"

   She isn't loved

    she won't be loved
 
    Not now...not ever

    Not ever

    Not.....ever

    Not

    Ever