Forgive Me??? (Complete)

Cry babies

DISCLAIMER:I OWN NOTHING

LITTLE JACE POV

      I have been having an ok day. I was wearing black jeans,converse,hoodie and shirt. I haven't made any friends, because I don't make friends. In London I had only about three friends. I go into the cafeteria. Most schools separate the older kids and the younger kids, but not here. They want people to mix and make friends from different grades.  I sat down on a random table. I looked up and saw a bunch of boys, nerds. They looked up at me as if I were a gun. They all murmur in fear, they get up and leave. I roll my eyes. Cowards. I sigh and grab the lunch my mom made me. I open it and see a note. Mom never leaves notes. I open it carefully.

     I know things are rough right now, just don't forget I love you with all my heart!

Love,

Mom

     I smile at my mom's note. I get a raisin thrown on me, it jumps onto my plate. "Hey geek! is that note from your Mommy?!" Some jerk asks. I glare at the group as they laugh. I throw the raisin to the floor. I hear a girl cry. I look at her. She has brown eyes and blonde hair. I look back at my lunch and keep eating. I sigh as I. re-read my mom's note.

SAM POV

     I was with Cat and Gabe. I kept tapping my foot rapidly as I waited for Cely. The doors open and In walks Cely. "Cely!" I say. She glances at me. Then she says something to a group of mundanes. I was wearing blue jean style blouse with black jeans and converse,My blonde hair in a messy bun. They look back at me. Cely walks up to me, her hands inside her pockets. 

    "Yes?" She asks robotically.

    "I thought you were going to sit with us..." I say foolishly. Cely glares at me. 

    "I don't think so" Cely says coldly. it hurt me for her to still be so mad. 

   "Cely, will you just let it go" I plead. "This is ridiculous" I complain.

   "You're ridiculous" She says.

   "And you ask yourself why Britney betrayed you, you're so selfish and naive. You think these mundanes will be your friends, well you're wrong!" I say. I almost gasp. I didn't want to say that. ely's eyes had hurt inside them. Anger quickly replaces the pain.

   "At least my parents loved me enough not to throw me into the foster system and let me be fucked by a bunch of sick perverts" Cely says. she turns around and leaves. I felt as if I just got shot. I trusted her with my deepest secret...and she used it against me.

LITTLE JACE POV

    The bell rang, I was walking to my last Class (PE) We all had PE at the same time. Jason,David and Sharpai had Coach Cherry, Cely,Sam,Gabe and Cat had Coach Leslie, Joe and Rapha had coach Bagel ( get it?) Me, Alec and Madzie have Coach Fatty...Yes Fatty, ironically she was skinny as a twig. The blonde girl goes up to coach Fatty and tells her something. Coach Fatty goes up to us. "Hello Children of hell, I'm coach Fatty, yes thats my name, you dress me Mrs.F, There are a few rules you need to get through your thick ass heads" She says. "Rule number one, don't stare directly at me, don't make eye contact with me, Number two, Don't bully others, number three don't ask questions,Number four, what I say goes asshole" She yells. We all look at her. "Number five.....GET IN A FUCKING STRAIGHT ASS LINE!" She yells. Everyone scrambles to a line. "NOT FAST ENOUGH....GO RUN 20 LAPS, ALL OF YOU, NOW!!!! GO GO GO!" She yells. everyone groans except Alec,Madzie and me. "MAKE IT 40!" She says. They all start running. "HERONDALE!" She says, Alec and I look up. "JACE HERONDALE" She Clarifies. Alec keeps running the lap with Madzie, they get in front of everyone quickly. I walk towards Mrs.F. 

     "Yes coach?" I ask.

    "ABBY!" She yells, the blonde crying g girl in the cafeteria comes up to us. 

    "Y-yes?" She asks.

    "Tell him what he did" She says.

    "You....You threw a raisin on the floor...on the dirty floor when STARVING kids in Africa could've eaten it!" She says angrily. I frown in confusion.

     "I'm sorry...Is this a joke?" I ask.

    "How dare you waste food!" She says. 

  "It was a raisin...a as in singular" 

  "So???" She asks.

   "I'm sorry, do you know how big a raisin is? Was that why you were crying?" I ask.

   "HEY!" Mrs.F says.

  "It's ONE raisin! Not even a box!" I argue.

   "Well you made her cry so....You get detention...call your mother, tell her you'll be late to dinner....you should be ashamed." Mrs.F says. My jaw drops to the ground. Is this real life? I grab my phone. She told me to call my mom, but I can call my father. I don't give a crap what he thinks, but I know my mom will be disappointed. I dial my fathers phone number. It rings.

   "Hello, Jace?" My father voice sounds. "You're supposed to be in school" He says. I roll my eyes. 

   "I am, My PE teacher told me to call you to say, I got detention....Anyways, have a nice day byeee"  I say and start to hang up.

    "Wait!" My father says. I roll my eyes. 

   "What?" I ask.

   "Ok, First off, I'm your dad, don't use that tone with me" My father says.

   "And?..I'm your son and you left me before I was even born! and tell me...what are you going to do? Whip me? burn me? Hit me? Beat me up?" I ask. "I know you love my Mom, you want to win her back, and you know you can't hit me, because if you do she'll never forgive you" I say. 

     "You think I would hit you????" A silence follows the question. "Even if your mother was ok with me hitting you....I wouldn't do it" My father says. "I care about you....your my son" He says. 

     "Just like you love my mother? I can tell, you know, you have a funny way of showing love......You leave the people you love" I say.

     "I did it to protect you. I looked for you every single day. I would spend days and nights looking for you, I love you, you're a part of me Jace how could I not love you? I know I left you...But I didn't want to! I wanted to grow up with you. Teach you how to kill demons, seen how you kill your first demon, your first words your first steps...I missed all of it and I feel like crap for it....I wanted to be there with you, to help your mother while she was pregnant, while she was juggling jobs. Been there for her and you" My father says. 

    "I have to go.....I'll see you later" I say and hang up. I was starting to believe my father, and I don't want to end up forgiving him. Maybe, I should forgive him?