Chapter V

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JIMIN'S POV

"Where have you gone? You disappeared last night." Taemin hyung greeted me with a question once I entered the dorm. He's holding a cup of coffee and he looks like he just got up from bed. I shook my head sideways and went straight to my bed to lay down. He followed me and started interrogating more questions as I take off my jacket. "I didn't see you after your scene with that performer." He smirked, so I looked at him. I sighed and threw myself to bed. "Hey, you have school today, right?" He asked.

"I have a 2 o'clock in the afternoon class." I lazily replied and placed my arm on my eyes. I closed them and tried to get some sleep.

"It's 11 o'clock already, kid. You better get going." I felt his presence fade away from me, meaning that he walked away from my direction. I groaned and took my phone to check what's going on with the social media. I almost forgot that my lockscreen wallpaper is a photo of me and Seulgi.

Her breaking up with me still feels unreal. I didn't know what should I do last night. My angry mind just led me to the bar and let me do insane things with a woman that I don't even know. I didn't even catch her name and even if I know, I'll probably not remember it.

My heart sank as I stare at our photo together. I don't get the reason why am I not crying. I should be drowning in tears right now because of the sinking and heartbreaking feeling inside of me, but I'm not. Maybe I still can't properly digest everything.

I opened my phone and scrolled at my messages to see if she ever messaged me or what. I'm assuming that I'll get a text from her or a missed call, but there's none. The last text that I received from her was when she broke up with me. I wanted to ask her why she did.

"Are you seeing someone else now, babe?" I whispered and felt my heart sink once more. I held onto my chest and heaved a deep sigh. "Please don't." I scrolled through our conversations. I can't help but to smile at them and feel happy and sad at the same time.

August 10

Seulbear: thanks for today, handsome 😘

Chimbear: no problem, babe 😘❤

Seulbear: when's the second date? 🙈💕

Chimbear: when are you free?

Seulbear: i'll make time for you, babe ❤

Chimbear: alright, i'm free this weekend. See you?

Seulbear: sure. i love you ❤

Chimbear: i love you, too 😘❤

"I love you," I smirked and wiped these falling tears. I actually didn't notice that I'm already crying after reading that old conversation. "Was it a lie?" I asked my phone as if it's Seulgi who I am talking to. I placed my phone on my bed and just stared at the bottom of the top bed. I'm missing her so bad. So I decided to go to her school. I know her schedule. She has a 2-hour Chemistry class right now. We memorized each other's schedule, so if ever we wanted to see each other, we'd know if we're free or what.

I stood up and went to shower. I took a half hour bath and wore her favorite look on me. She'd always loved me wearing a simple wool sweater, a pair of pants and shoes. She likes it when I wear simple clothes because she'd always reason out that we're a simple couple. I like how she kept things very simple for the both of us. She's the daughter of her school's Director, yet she doesn't brag. She's even shy to tell it. I love how humble she is.

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