My Best Friend's Brother

Chapter 20

  Lilly's POV:
We had got to leave for the beach. Once we got out the house and into the car, and off we went. We arrived at the beach not long after the boys got there. We headed out over to the sand and set our stuff down, once I put my stuff down I got up and took off my sandals and ran over to the waves. After awhile everyone else came and ran and tried to swim in the waves.
We had quite the fun with them, unlike what we had waiting for us at the house. After hanging a little while longer in the sand, we decided to head home. After a long drive home, we got out of the car and walked into the house. We walked into the house and saw the boys on the couch with the girls. I looked from my brother to Ryan. I ran upstairs and got , before I ran out of the bathroom I stuffed a razor into my pocket and ran out of the house and ran deep into the woods by the park I ran tell I got to my mom's old favorite place and walked in and locked the door to the bathroom and sat. Maybe I can kill myself before she finds me as I did that I messaged Amel, Ryan and my brother "good bye" then grabbed the razor and cut tell I saw spots invade my vision. Right before I passed out I saw the door open, I smiled and closed my eyes.
It was all dark I couldn't see anything, Well looks like I did it, I didn't feel like what my mom described it as. At that thought I cleared my mind and felt myself be put to peace. But what I didn't know was what really was going to happen.