Love,sex and Self-harm

phsic ward (chloe)

I arrived and was welcomed in to the ward by a young nurse named Chloe she had long blond hair and was stunning i always new i had been bi as a teen but now this was the first time in a long time i had, had feelings for a woman. She showed me around and left me in my room i was told to unpack then  go to a small room where a female counsellor would be waiting. As i walked in i felt petrified of the thought of being alone with someone and i froze unable to move the girl came out and tryed to get me to come in but i screamed when she touched me at that point Chloe came "hay beautiful it's all right I'll come in with you if you want" she said my heart fluttered as she said beautiful, i nodded to show i wanted her with me. The counsellor went to get an extra chair and i stould with Chloe "I'm sorry I'm sure you have better things to be doing than spending time with me" i said guiltily "look i love to help people like you because until two years ago i was you self harming and anorexic" she admitted "I'm not anorexic" i protested although i didn't like arguing with her "no not diagnosed but hunni i can see it you don't eat and you obsess over calories" she explained i looked down and she hugged me "its alright we can help you" she said i smiled and the counsellor returned with the chair