At dinner i went to sit next to nicola but Chloe pushed in and told us to move apart Chloe had tight pants on and was turning me on again i threw my food in the bin and walked out i wouldent have done it if Chloe left us but i walked back to my room and got my purse to by some snacks from a vending mashen i saw in the lobby. I got some crisps and a chocolate bar and ate them in my room before going to the air vent and geting just one of the blades out i washed it and steralised it before sliceing up my left four arm i didnt care if someone saw it but as i was cutting chloe came in and ruched over to me "Hay how are you getting these stop your ment to try to recover" she shouted "stop shouting at me" i sobed "well my kindness clearly is not helping" she shouted "i cant stand shouting stop stop stop" i begged she saw how upset i was getting "okay okay im sorry" she said putting her arm around me "give me the blade" she said i placed it in her hand and cryed wile she bandaged my arm and wached me until i fell asleep.
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Love,sex and Self-harm
Teen FictionI thought I was better and normal now! But how could I let it end like this? contains self harm and sexual content
