Juvi // Fillie [COMPLETED]

4.

   I flutter my eyes open, as I realize it is still dark out. The stars and moon are shining bright, and I don't hear any birds chirping, so it must be night. I move slightly finally becoming aware of my surroundings. I feel a something next to me, confusing me as I can't remember what exactly happened after Finn and I hugged. Then, I suddenly become fully aware.

Oh my god, I slept with Finn. And no, not in that way, but as in just slept. I don't really remember me agreeing to this, but then again, I was way too stressed and tired from crying to remember.

   I lightly push his shoulders, as I see him wake up, rubbing his eyes and yawning. "Hey...what time is it?", he asks, making me chuckle a bit, as I see he doesn't remember much either. "It is probably 2 am right now", I say, plopping right back down next to him, way too tired to go back to my own cold bed. "Hey, how are you feeling?", He asks with concern, making my insides flop.
He cares?
"Uh, well my wrists hurt, but i-i'm okay", I say not looking at him in the eye. "Look at me", he says, as I slowly move my eyes to him, the moonlight shining perfectly into those big brown eyes. "Yea?" "Why didn't you tell me Millie?", he questions looking at me as if I were the only thing that mattered in the moment. "I don't know, I uh- I mean It just upset me so much. I had thought of it before, but it just got to me this time I guess", I say quickly all in one breath. "What got to you?", He asks curiously, innocence in his eyes. "My mother got to me...when he mentioned her, I completely lost it", I say, a tear escaping my eyes. "Hey hey, don't cry Millie", he says wiping the tear away from my cheek. "When ever you are ready, you can tell me what happened with your mom okay?" He says more of a statement than a question. I nod, and rest my head on the pillow close to his ear, my eyes beginning to feel heavy. "Night Wolfhard, thanks for everything", I whisper into his ear, only hearing a "night Mills" before drifting off to sleep.

I wake up to a slight snoring, this time sunshine peaking through the tiny barred window. My head moves up and dow-
Wait what?
I raise my head slowly, realizing that I had been sleeping on Finn's chest.
Great.
I yawn and stretch my back, as I feel a hand on my shoulder. "Jesus Finn, you scared me!" I yell as I playfully roll my eyes. "Sorry, I didn't mean to", he tells me with a smile. I quickly put one leg over him to get off the bed, since I was on the side close to the wall. As I am about to pull the other leg, Finn grabs my hand and looks at me. "Where you goin'?", he asks, that same smile plastered on his face. "Well, um I actually need to go apologize to Hopper, because of yesterday", I state, another tear almost escaping my eye, as I quickly use my finger to wipe it away. "Okay", is all he says before turning his back to me, and going back to sleep. I quickly slip on my shitty shoes, and open the big door quietly. I step out into the empty hallway, looking around. I freeze, seeing Hopper at the end of the hallway, coffee one hand, and a newspaper in the other. He looks up and spots me, as I look down nervously, hoping he wouldn't start yelling at me for what I did yesterday. I do a quick little skip down the hallway, being only about a foot away from him, as I finally meet his eyes. "Hopper, i'm- i'm-", I begin to say, only to be interrupted by Hopper hugging me tightly, making sure not to spill the coffee. I begin to softly cry, thanking god that he wasn't mad at me. "Kid, I am not mad at you. I am truly sorry. I hadn't known your mother was a difficult topic for you." "It's okay Hopper", I say, full on sobbing now, but still trying to stay quiet so I wouldn't cause a ruckus. "Want some coffee"? Hopper asks, trying to lighten me up. "Boy do I, I haven't had coffee in what feels like forever!", I whisper yell, smiling through some tears. "Mornings are for coffee and contemplation are what I always say kid", he says with a smile, as I just laugh and follow him to his office.

A/N: Hello everybody! This is my first Fillie book, and I wanted to thank everyone who has read my book so far! :) If there are any grammar mistakes, I am sorry, I was writing this in a hurry. It was really fun writing this, and I hope you enjoy the rest of the book!