Juvi // Fillie [COMPLETED]

11.

( Finn's POV )

   I felt so bad. For her. She has been through so much, and I have been such a dumb ass not to notice that on the inside of this beautiful girl was a monster. Man, I wish I could help her. I mean I can try, but she has so much going on. That is why she is here. I don't want to leave her alone ever again.
   She is currently sleeping, right next to me, on her bed. It has been this way for the past couple days. She tells me things, cries, and I hug her like I never want to let go, until she falls asleep. While she is sound asleep, my mind wonders off into space, just thinking and thinking on what to do to make it all better. But I can never come up with a good thought. It always just goes off into the reason why I'm here, and why I haven't killed myself for doing what I did. Millie deserves to know, but she is in pain right now, and I don't care about me. I care about her. She is the only thing that matters right now. No one else. There is no way I am losing her ever. Ever.
I love her.

   It's kind of crazy to think that I do, but yes it is true. I love Millie. So so much. Since the moment she stepped in this cell, I had fallen for her. She hated me at first, and that is what made me want her more. There was just something about her that I couldn't live without. She made me feel safe. I don't think she feels the same way, but it doesn't matter. I need her.

   Millie was just lying next me, asleep, as I softly played with her hair.
She was so beautiful when she slept.
I couldn't sleep. I mean I never can, but recently I have just been thinking about Millie way too much.
Tell her how you feel, Finn.
I am afraid of what she will think. Will she hate me? Will she want to leave this cell? Will she feel the same way? It didn't matter. I needed to just tell her.
   I whispered quietly, so that she wouldn't get startled. "Millie? I need to talk to you." I said quietly as she fluttered her eyes open and sat up. "Yes Finn?" She asked innocently, still half asleep. "M-Millie, there is something I haven't really told you." I say, scratching the back of my neck. "Me too, Finn", Millie says looking at me. "You go first." I say, as if I were a little kid trying to stall. "Finn, I-I love you." She says as she begins to shed tears again. "Hey hey, why are you crying babygirl?" I say, blurting out the last word on accident. "I just, I am afraid of loving someone again. I am afraid of getting hurt again, or even falling for someone. You just make me feel like there is nothing wrong with me. You make me feel safe, Finn. You are my home." She says as she stops crying, and wipes her own tears. "Millie, I love you too." I say, grabbing her cheek. "I will never, ever, hurt you, Millie. You are my everything right now. Without you, I have nothing else to live for. Ever since you stepped foot into this cell, I fell so hard for you. You, you are so damn beautiful and perfect in every way. I want to treat you better than that scumbag ever did. I want you to be my princess. No, scratch that. My queen. My everything." I say, leaning my forehead on hers, feeling her hot breath on my lips. "Thanks, Finnie, you aren't so bad yourself. Oh, who am I kidding? You are so damn hot", she says laughing, her laugh just enough to make me smile wider than I have ever smiled in my entire life. "You are crazy, you know that Finn?" She adds, still smiling. "And you, Millie, are mine." I say, before hugging her so tight that I almost break her bones. We just embrace, like always, and I feel something I haven't felt in forever.

Happy.

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A/N: Hey guysss! I loved writing this chap so much for all of you! THANK YOU FOR 400 READS OMG I LOVE YOU GUYS! ❤️