Juvi // Fillie [COMPLETED]

19.

   I knew exactly where I was going to go.

   Noah.

Why was running away always my solution to my problems? No idea. It had been an instinct. A habit, even. Not a good one though.
   Tears rolled down my cheeks, as I ran to Noah's cell. I banged on the door, my headache increasing with every pound. Noah opened the door with a smile, only for it to fade seconds later. His smile turned into a frown, as he quickly became very concerned. "Oh my god Millie? What's wrong?" He asked, bringing me inside the cell. I couldn't hold in all my feelings any longer, so I let my heart poor out, and sobbed uncontrollably. Noah knew exactly what to do. He pulled me into a hug, as I cried into his shoulder, staining his shirt with tears. This continued for about 10 minutes, until my shaky breath finally calmed, and I was ready to talk. "Okay Mills. You ready?" He asked, as I just take a breath, and nod in response.
"It's F-Finn. He uh, he did something that upset me." I said, already wanting to cry again. Just the though of Finn alone made me want to break down. But I wouldn't let it get to me again, so I calmed myself down and continued. "He invited someone here to talk to me. I despised this person. I wanted to hurt him. Kill him. Finn, knew this however, and h-he still did it. And I don't know, I just kind of lost it..." I tell Noah, the last sentence in a shaky breath, as I was on the verge of tears again. "Millie, I'm so sorry." Is all Noah says, before opening his arms, signaling for me to hug him again. I smile lightly through my hot tears flowing down my cheeks, as I hug Noah once again.
"Noah. I think I'm losing my mind in this hell hole", I say still lightly crying, but not enough to stop me from talking. "Why?" "I don't know. I guess I am crazy." I say looking down. "Well, Mills, if we are going crazy, then let's do it together huh?" He says giving me a slight smile, causing me to smile, and cry more. "I love you Noah. Thank you for being so amazing." I say, as he just smiles. "But Millie? Can you do something for me?" "Yes, sure?" I say not really knowing what he was going to ask. "Talk to Finn. I miss Fillie." He says, causing me to shake my head and chuckle lightly. I headed for the cell door, and opened slightly before looking back. "I will Noah, Fillie is very much alive."

I walked back to Finn and I's cell, preparing for what I was going to say. Wait.
I walked.
I wasn't running this time. I wasn't running away from my problem. I was going to face it. I was going to fix the mess I started.
   I stand outside my own cell, taking deep breaths, before pushing the door open, and seeing Finn laying in his bed, knees to his chest, and head down. I almost cried at the sight. He looked so...helpless. He obviously was so lost in his thoughts, because he didn't even hear me come in. He looked up, his eyes red and puffy, with tears still running down his cheeks. "M-Millie?" He asks, his voice so low, and raspy. "Finnie, it's me", I say, letting those tears once again, fall down my face. I had felt like I was in a movie. This had all been so much, it was as if we were acting right now. But we weren't. This was more real than I would have ever imagined. I just stood there, crying, as he stared at me, the same tears flowing. I was no one without him. I needed him.
   He stood up, barely able to do so, as he just stares, almost as if he hadn't seen me in ages. When in reality, it had just been an hour. I run up to him, almost knocking him down, as I sob once again, Finn joining me just a few seconds later. After letting about 10,000 tears fall, I finally release Finn, and grab his hands. Before I even can talk, he speaks first.
   "Millie, I'm sorry. I-I'm so damn helpless without you. I need you. Without you, I have no reason to live. I have no reason to smile. To laugh. I-I jus-", I cut him off, smashing my lips into his, both of us still crying lightly. He is shocked at first, but then easily fades into the kiss.
Oh how i've missed those lips.
   "I-I love you, Finn". I say, not regretting it for a second. "And I love you more, Millie." He says, as we just hug, and feel the embrace we both had been longing for.

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A/N: Hey guys, I know, it's been like forever, and i'm really sorry. I hope this chap makes up for it. Also, 2k? Thank you all SO much ily! I hope to update soon babies!

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