Teen Mom (1D Gang story)

chapter 19

I had just heard from the doctor that I was pregnant. I couldn't be.

"I-I'm p-pregnant?" I said scared

"Yes dear." the doctor said

"I can't be!" I said about to cry.

"Baby it's okay." Louis said

"I'm only 19 almost 20! I already have two kids. I can't have another one!" I said in tears.

"Would you like pictures?" the doctor asked

"Yes please" Louis said. The doctor then left and came back with the pictures. Louis then took us home and I went to my room and cried and didn't come out for anything. I knew it couldn't be Louis' because I was five weeks pregnant and and we just came back from our honeymoon not even a day ago. Oh no I was pregnant with Harry's baby. The guy who violated me and kissed me that night while Louis was upstairs. I needed to talk to someone. I pulled out my phone and called the only blocked number on my phone. Niall. I unblocked it and called him

"Hello?" a very sad and tired voice answered

"Niall?" I whispered loud enough for him to hear but quiet enough so Louis wouldn't hear.

"Courtney?! Are you okay?! What did Louis do to you?!" Niall asked worried

"Niall h-he f-forced m-me to m-marry him. H-He abuses me and r-rapes m-me sometimes. H-harry raped me too. N-Niall I'm p-pregnant with H-harry's child. I'm so sorry I'm a h-horrible person." I sobbed.

"No you're not! I'll find you and get you out of there. You and the twins." Niall said

"Niall you can't. L-Louis will hurt you. So will harry and then rest of the guys." I said scared for his life.

"I don't care you, are worth it. I'll find you and then we can run away together. Me, you and the kids." Niall said.

"Niall I-I Love you" I stuttered

"I love you too princess. Stay strong for me." Niall said

"I-I will." I said

"See you soon love." Niall said and hung up.

Louis was going to kill me. I bawled my eyes until I eventually fell asleep.

FF three months.

It has been three months since I have found out I was pregnant. I also found out what I was having today.

"Well are you ready to find out what you are having today Mr. and Mrs.Tomlinson?" the doctor asked

"Yes." Louis said with a smile and I just nodded. She then had me lift my shirt and put the gel on my stomach.

"Congratulations Mr. and Mrs. Tomlinson it looks like your having a girl." The doctor said. She gave us a picture then we left. Once we got home Louis hung his jacket up. How do I tell him?

"Um Louis?" I asked scared how he would react.

"Mommy!" Madelyn and Lucas ran in.

"Are we getting a brother or sister?!" Lucas asked

"You two are getting a little sister." I said with a small smile. A half sister I thought sadly.

"Go play mommy and daddy need to talk." I said knowing that we would be arguing soon and hits would be thrown. I just don't want them to see that.

"Okay mommy!" Lucas said and dragged his sister away.

"What is it Courtney?" Louis asked

"This baby i-it isn't y-yours." I stuttered.

"What do you mean? Are you cheating on me?!" Louis yelled and grabbed me by the arms and shook me.

"N-No.....I-I was raped by H-Harry." I said

"Don't lie!" Louis said and slapped me. He then threw me to the ground. I then got up and ran to Louis and I's room and locked the door. He then started banging on the door.

"You slut how dare you cheat on me! Just you wait until I get my hands on you!"

I then went over to the bed and laid down. I then heard him leave and a small knock on the door.

"Mommy?" I heard Madelyn say

I then got up and opened the door to see Lucas and Madelyn.

"Mommy? We come in?" Madelyn asked

"Sure princess." I said and they came in. I then closed the door and locked it so Louis wouldn't come in and put them in our bed with me.

"You okay mommy? Why you sad?" Lucas asked

"Mommy just loves you both so much." I said and kissed each of their foreheads and they fell asleep. If only you didn't look so much like your father Lucas and Madelyn. Especially you Lucas. I'm sorry that you have a weak mother who can't fight back. I love you both please understand that. It's just I can't look at you both half the time because you both look too much like your father.....the one who has caused me so much pain. I'm sorry that your sister will also only be your half sister and that she will have a different father than you. I'm sorry I'm weak. I thought and then fell asleep with my arms around my kids and cried myself to sleep.